Apr 28, 2013

Chapter Nineteen~

previously:

"fasool, km mra agoulk ltd5n?" i said angrily

He didn't reply.

"aklm 6oufh ana?" i almost shouted

i get annoyed when i get ignored!

he still didn't reply

"bl6gag zain" i stood up so i can leave but before i get in i felt a strong hands grabbed my wrist.
..............

"5la9 5la9 b6feha, bs g3dyy" he begged

"hdny brou7 anam" i said angrily

"glt b6fehaa" He repeated

" w ana glt brou7 anam" i loosed from his grip and headed to my room,

i washed my face, brush my teeth , switched off the light and cuddled in bed.

i stayed 1 hour turning and flipping around on bed, i couldn't sleep, i tried so hard to sleep but i failed.
i switched on the lamp and grabbed my story book, i started reading..
after a while i felt sleepy so i switched off the lamp and placed the book on the table.

i was so close to sleep, when i felt someone tip toeing to my room, it was faisal, for sure. I acted sleeping. He kissed my forehead covered me well with the blanket.

After he headed out i slept immediately.
...

i woke up around 9 o'clock

i did my business and took a quick shower, then wore my juicy training suit, did my hair into a bun then headed to the living room.
When i stepped out of my room there were some flowers on the floor i followed the flowers until i reached to the dinning room, the table was fully covered with every kind of food for breakfast, eggs , macroons, corwason, different kinds of breads and toasts, and different kind of cheese, fresh orange juice and coffee.

faisal came from behind and whispered "i'm sorry"

"its okaayy" i smiled
.....................

For-night passed my friendship with raneem was going alright we became so close, i entered the same uni she was in and i started painting in the art gallery, i had a whole huge room to display my drawings and painting. I loved painting , i always paint when i'm bored or depressed.

And yes i made it up with my uncle.
but still i didn't talk to m7md, and 3ziz still no response.

Today i will hang out with raneem and her brother rakan with faisal

Raneem is so gorgeous, she is tall, short hair, tanned skin, full rosie lips and she is so thin, but thin in a good way.

Rakan was working at the same gallery i was working in, he is so funny and reckless, He is tall too, he has short hair, perfect body , so damn beautiful eyes, that reminds me of the stranger that i bumped into on the graduation day, i wonder if they are related or something like that because they are so analogous, anyways and he is raneem's brother. .

i just finished from uni work and from the painting, i sell it all, that was good.

i headed home and took a quick shower , wore my white shirt with my leggings and wore my dark purple ralph lauren jacket, that belongs to 3ziz. YES I'M THAT MUCH ATTACKED , SO DAMN ATTACKED.
The jacket was filled with his tom ford perfume, that i miss so much.
i left my hair fall freely on my shoulders , applied soft make up. did my turban and wore my addidas sneakers

i headed to the restaurant that we all agreed on.

I arrived, they all was settled down.

"w a5ern jaity , mtna jo3" rakan laughed

"chan kltw m7d man3km" i said

" ay m7d man3naa, fasol ma5lana 7ta n6lb" raneem said annoyed

"haha okay sorry a5r mra at25r" i said
We ordered our food..

"so any plans for today?" asked faisal

"we're going to pick our cousins from the airport at 6pm, then dinner at our place" Raneem and Rakan said in unison.

"wanna join?" asked Rakan

i saw faisal bln'9rh ily ey wla la=))

"Okayy we will join" faisal agreed.

i called mom and asked about m7md, she said he is still mad about what happened, actually he is over reacting.

Then i talked to dad, and talked to most of the family, because they was at the gathering.

"yallah 5l9tw?" Rakan asked

"Yes" Faisal, Raneem and I said in unison.

"Okay, yallah come over to our place so we can go to the airport together" He said

We payed then i drove my car with Raneem, and faisal was with rakan.

.....................

i grabbed our drinks and headed where they were standing.
We were waiting for Raneem and rakan's cousins to get out.

They took so long.

Finally they came out , me and faisal stayed back while raneem and rakan walked to them , hugged and welcomed them.

i can see a familiar face

Rakan and raneem came with their cousins.

Boy: INTYY??
Me: INTT?

We said together at the same time.


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Apr 24, 2013

Chapter Eighteen~

previously:
He called the owner, and made a deal with him, and then we went back to the hotel, had our dinner and slept.

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Three days passed , We didn't do anything exciting except for going out for lunch and dinner and playing PS3 all the day

i tried to call 3ziz , but no response, i didn't give up, every day i sent him texts and called him, even after knowing that there is no chance to keep in touch with him.
And still i didn't reveal to my family that i'm in newyork not dubai.

i woke up due to who was jumping on the bed


"Goummyy yallah i have surprise for you " Faisal said cheerfully


"Uff, fa9oul i6l3 aby anaam" i panicked.


" Goumyyy, el7en elsa3a 4 el39r!" he complained.


"UF Ma7bkk, aka gmt gmt" i replied while standing up.


I headed to the bathroom, did my business and took a long shower, after that i slipped into my








with my jewelries. 


"rou7i el lobby ana bbdl w bjy" he ordered


"Tra ana jo3ana, ra7 trygni b3dain twreni your surprise" i complained while heading out of the hotel room.


"Intyy kla jo3anaa? 9bry shwy" He replied


i headed to the lobby and sat down , after 10 minutes faisal came.


We took a cab as we headed to the mysterious place.


We arrived , i found my self in front of the apartment that we bought from several days.


"nzly mn doun wla klmh, adri inch bts2len so in6my" He said before i could say anything or ask.


"7mar" i mumbled in a low voice


"sm3tch, w m7d 7mar '3airch" He giggled.


He unlocked the door, then covered my eyes.


"ltft7en 3ainch ila lma agoul lch" he ordered.

"yallah ft7y"

i opened my eyes.


"Omg, omg, omg, AMAZING fasool" i Said with excitement.


The apartment was almost the same as my apartment in qatar. Modern furniture , wooden floors, long fancy chandelier, luxury accessories, and unique vases. The apartment had 3 rooms 1 for me and 1 for faisal, and one extra room, 1 Big living room with a small bar, and 1 Guest room, and a big kitchen and dinning table.


And there was the breakfast, ready on the dinning table::


"inshallah 3jbtch" He smiled and kissed my forehead

"akeed, tslm fasol" i smiled back

"zaim lazm a5th a'3ra'9i mn elhotel" i said.

"Afa 3laich jbt kl shy" he said with a smirk


"bsmllah mta mdak? " i asked


"6rgy el5a9h" He giggled

"now the hotel will send it"

"okaayy" i replied.


"can you please shut up and have your breakfast baby?" he asked


"I will shut up , just because i'm hungry" i said in a sarcastic way.


We headed to the dinning room and had our late breakfast/lunch.


After half hour of waiting finally the hotel sent the bags!


I unpacked again, and put my heels and flats in shoes place and put my make up and jewelry on the dressing table , arranged my things and headed to faisal's room.

He was still unpacking

" do you need help?" i asked politely


"No thankyou" He answered


" a9ln mn gal iny bsa3dk" i teased.


"Dana ? OUUTTT" he shouted


"A9ln b6l3" i giggled



I sat playing COD" call of duty" While waiting for faisal:)! 

"Gomi gomi, doury" He ordered 

" mabi ana jet mn gblk" I disagreed

" 3needh" he said 

"Yes yes i'm" i teased. 

" Zain dano , btsht'3len wla you will continue your studies in collage?" he asked

"Madry wallah , There is an art gallery on the other side of the street i will check with them, maybe i can paint and sell it , and maybe i can get my master degree since i have my  Bachelors degree already , and in the mean while i can work at the gallery, If i didn't work its okay because already i have enough money for 1 year , so no worries about it" i said while sitting on the coach near faisal. 

He had his arms under my head ,and my head on his chest. 

"Inshallah 3yl bachr nrou7 inshoufm" He smiled. 

it was 8 pm

"Aby arou7 elsuper market , ma7b ashouf el thlaja fa'9yaa" i giggled

"9j om b6en, goumy yallah 5nrou7" he laughed 

As we got out of the apartment i walked behind faisal, he was heading to the parking lot. 

"baba ymkn m'3l6, laish jay hny wnt ma3ndk syaraa ? " i asked. 

"inty bs lw tnchben wayed a7sn " he said annoyed. 

We walked until we reached two cars 

"GOOSHH, my caarrr" i shouted happily. 

i hugged my range rover. 

"thankyou fasool, lazm adf3 lk 7g elshipping." i hugged him 

" shno tdf3en , b3d bnt 5alty mabena df3 w hl 5rabe6" he hugged me back 

" ufff 3need" i said. 

"btjen m3ay wla bsyartch?" he asked 

"bjy m3aak" i grinned 

We entered his Ferrari car. 

" Tra lazm ngol lhm ina we are in new york" he worried. 

"okay, i will send them a message now" i said frightened. 
"5la9 6rsht, glt ina we are in newyork w shr7t elasbaab" i said. 

" allah ystr" he replied. 

We arrived at the supermarket. 

We both took a trolley and filled it with everything we needed. 
After that we payed and put the bags in the car 

"lets grab a snack from starbucks" while pointing on starbucks that was located near the supermarket. 

"yallah" i agreed. 

We drove to starbucks. 
"What do you like to have?" the waiter asked politely 

"One white mocha and two muffins" i smiled  

"and for me , 1 fresh orange juice and 1 cheese corwason please" Faisal said 

We took the order and sat on on of the tables. 

My phone rang it was mom, allah ystr! 

"Aloo?" i said 
"Hala" She replied 
"sh5barch?" i asked 

"ana tmam, dana el7rka ely swaiteha klsh mb 7lwa" She said with an angry tone. 

"Yma makan 3ndy i5tyar '3air iny ab3d, mabi ag3d fy mkan w ana mthawsha m3a o5oy w 3my w 3yalh" i argued. 

"zain chan 3l agl glty y3niee" She said with a calm voice 

"yma , y3nie lw glt lkm kan mar'9eto" i said. 

"yma 5la9 ily 9ar 9ar w ana aby abda 7yah ydeedh, bachr bdwr jam3a w bsht'3l fy art gallery inshallah" I added. 

"Zain ymaa t7mly 3la nfsch, w slmy 3la faisal, 7f'9ch allah, wla tnsain 9altch" She said. 

"inshallah wnty b3d t7mly bnfsch, w inshallah kl youm bklmch skype" i smiled 

"m3a elslama, 7f'9ch allah" she hang up. 

" haha  shklch thz2ty" faisal teased 

"chup chup, ikl wnt sakt" i giggled 

We ate after that i excused my self to check my makeup 

" yawailk lw 5'tht my muffin wla my mocha" i warned him. 

" om b6en" he laughed 

i checked my make up and fixed my hair after that grabbed my mocha and my muffin then  i followed faisal to the car, while i was walking i was chatting with Sara on bbm, suddenly i bumped into a girl and i had all my mocha spilled  on my clothes. 

"ohh sorry, sorry darling" the girl said 

"its okay, don't worry" i smiled 

" let me help you" she said 

she gave me some tissues and wiped off the mocha. 

"Shkr- , i meant thankyou" i said 

"5alijiya?" she asked surprised 

"Hehe eyh" i answered 

"gosh, i though you were russian or spanish" She giggled 

"haha nah i'm qatari" i grinned 

"and i'm qatari too , i'm raneem" she smiled 

"and i'm dana" we shook hands 

then someone interrupted our chat it was faisal and a boy 

"Rakan in6r" 
"Faisal dgegh" 

we both said at the same time, 

"yallah dana t25rnaa" faisal said 

"ugh dgegh bjy" i replied 

" This is my number and my pin, if you need anything just call me" Raneem said. 

"inshallah yallah bye" i said as i walked to the car. 

i added her on bbm, then i switched off my phone. 

We arrived back at the apartment i took a quick shower and wore my pj then headed to the living room and ate my muffins, as i waited for faisal. 

We sat at the balcony 

He got out his cigarette and light it up. 

"fasool, km mra agoulk ltd5n?" i said angrily

He didn't reply. 

"aklm 6oufh ana?" i almost shouted 

i get annoyed when i get ignored! 

he still didn't reply 

"bl6gag zain" i stood up so i can leave but before i get in i felt a strong hands grabbed my wrist.  


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I want to tell you elplaces that i put in the chapter , ily fy newyork mb 9j , wla mra r7t america, so skip it;p 

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Apr 19, 2013

Chapter Seventeen~


This post goes to fattmaba 

                                                                   ............
previously :

Me: Lw sm7ty, can i book a ticket for one person to america? first class, mta agrb 6yara? Okay bjy b3d shwy w bdf- 
someone cut me off and said
..............: 5leha two tickets wla mafi ro7h, bro7ch.  
                                                               .............
i gave him that look ily shtby? 
faisal: glt lch mafi ro7h bro7ch*whispering* 
me: UGH 3lh!! *whispering back* 
me: Hm Lw sm7ty 5lehm t'thkrten,  eyh both first class, now bjy bdf3, elism Dana al xxxx , m3a elslama. 
i turned around to faisal: int shtby bl'9b6 tra mali 5lg hwash! w lw btsafr m3ay bachr elsa3a 9 lazm nkon flm6ar, l2n 11:30 bt6era7en brou7 a5th eltickets w adf3, 6b3n bttlzg w btjy mn don ma agol f imsh. 
faisal*rising his eyebrow*: Bl bl klteni! mafy ro7h bro7ch, la wain b3d america, you're such a dreamer! Eyh yallah gdami! 
I pinched his arms and walked inside slmt, and lied and told them that i'm going to dubai for month! 
i headed to my car before i get in faisal spoke 
faisal: t3aly m3ay y3nie-.- 
me: la  syarty maby a5leha. 
i went to qatar airways and payed, then headed to my apartment and packed everything i needed. At 1:am i was done , i put alarm on 7:am and slept. 

.................................

I was setting near the window, my headphones plugged , and my eyes shut. 
Everyone was settled , waiting for the plane to take off. 
I was about to sleep when i felt tight grip on my hand. 
i opened my eyes quickly and saw faisal frightened , Oh how i forget he has phobia from the airplanes!  Due to what happened to his friend that was died from airplane crash. 
faisal: Shit shit shit. 
me: faisaall, it's okayy, mafi shy wallah! 
faisal: dano skty!
me: shouf shouf int 7awl tnam zain?
faisal: wallah magdar 
me: mafi shy ismh magdr, lw tby btnam bs int 7a6 fy balk ink matgdr. 
Faisal: zain zain b7awl. 
He put his head on my shoulders and closed his eyes. 
The plane took off. 
after 10 minutes someone pocked my shoulders 
Faisal: uf magdrt anam! 
me: in6er kmn sa3a w btjek elnomh 
We chatted until it was getting darker outside and they switched off the lights and everyone started to sleep.  
faisal: ana b7awl anam.. 
me: Goodnight. 
Again he put his head on my shoulder but this time he dozed off. 
I started watching a movie and then i suddenly slept. 
I woke up seeing someone staring on me, it was faisal 
faisal: 97 elnoum*kissing my forehead* 
me: 97 bdnk , km bagi? 
faisal: 2 more hours
me: huf, okay i will go to the bathroom and fix my hair
faisal: take care.. 
i took my handbag and headed to the bathroom, i fixed my hair and makeup , then i headed back to my seat. 
Faisal: Why you're going to USA? 
me: i want to forget everything, i can't live in a place without having 3ziz with me, i feel that there is something missing, plus i'm almost in a fight with all my family! and  i can't handle m7md's complains and lectures every time i be with him. 
Faisal: You're totally wrong to do that , fleeing away from every problem you face won't help you , you shouldn't fled away from problems without solving them, you must face it and solve  it  and get rid of it! 
Me: i can't do it all alone, i just..., ugh i don't know how to say it, but the ones who i  used to tell they are all gone, 3ziz is not here anymore and m7md doesn't  want to talk to me anymore! 
Faisal: who said that? i'm here, i will help you through everything. 
me: aww 7bebi, thank you cousin *side hug*  
He hugged me back. 
We watched a movie together, after that they announced that we are now at NewYork city , and the plane will land so we must pack up , and wear our seat belts. 
                                                  ....................
Finally we arrived to the hotel, we took two room with a door between them. 
We headed to our rooms and put our things, then  we started searching for an apartment cause i will stay in USA for more that 5 months! 
We found one , and it was 1 floor apartment, but it was really huge and classic. 
Faisal: 5la9 3yl lw tbenha b6lbh mnh w mn bachr nstlmha! 
me: 5la9 3yl, but tomorrow we have to search for furniture.. 
faisal: okay, now b5bra w i will pay  for him. 
Me: msh 3la kaifk, i will pay! 
Faisal: 3yl 5la9 mara7 ag3d m3ach! 
Me: i7lf bs? 
faisal: okay ana n9 wnty n9? 
me: huf deal! 
He called the owner, and made a deal with him, and then we went back to the hotel, had our dinner and slept. 
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Apr 16, 2013

Chapter Sixteen~

previously:
i closed my line and dialed again , and again khalifa's phone rang! and when i closed it , his phone stopped ringing
me: oh gosh ,*i whispered in shock*
3ziz: YA7YWAN..
...........
3ziz held him from his shirt and dragged him on the floor.
He started punching him so hard
"T7SB INK RYAL LW SWAIT HL ASHYA2 , T5R3 ELBNT BKLAMK AND THE THREATENING , YOU'RE SUCH A BAST****. T7SB B HL7RKAT BTFRGNA? LA 7BEEBY I'3SL EEDK YAWA6Y,5RA"
he punched him on more time before m7md took him away..
Everybody was shocked and didn't understand what is happening..
I was crying silently , shocked , Wth? my cousins is the rude unknown, the person who played on my dad!
I slapped him!
Me: 7geeer, HOW DARE YOU, ADDING SOME ALCOHOL TO MY DAD'S CUP AND LEAVING ME HANGING AT MIDNIGHT TRYING TO HELP HIM, SUCH A BRAT! YOU THINK WHEN YOU DO THESE THINGS I WILL LOVE YOU? F7LAMK , I REALLY LOVED YOU AS A BROTHER BUT NOW I HATE YOUR FUCKING GUTS.
He stood up and gave us shity stares and ran out side.
Everyone started leaving, khalifa's parents and siblings apologize and promised that they will know what happened and left in shame.
After they drove off, i ran to my car and started the engine, i was about to drive someone knocked the window.
3ziz: unlock the door , you're not going anywhere alone this time.
i sighed and unlocked the door, he got in and i speeded toward my apartment.
3ziz : Shswy shwy, shno nawya t'thb7enh?
i ignored an continued driving.
i was so pissed off.
3ziz: wgfy shwy 3la 9oub
i did what he ordered.
i stopped the car.
3ziz: now 6al3eni!
i didn't see him .
He cupped my face between his hands and raised my head.
3ziz: el7een shfeech m39ba?
me; kl ily stwa w matbeni a39b? HE RUINED MY DAY, We were enjoying our time, He was the reason that my dad got drunk, he was the reason of the fear that spread in me , i was so fuckin' afraid that he will do something and hurt you due to what he said in his texts!!, m39baa cause he is one of my cousins that i considered as a brother, m39ba l2ny 5srt a cousin! *Crying*
3ziz: Danaa , danaa , shh 5la9 baba maystahl dmo3ch 5la9 9ar w intaha, Bs 3add ,everything will be alright!
me:3ady tsog bdali ?
3ziz: sure
The rest of the ride was silent.
3ziz shouted cheerfully as soon as we entered the apartment: i know that i'm welcomed in, and i'm having a sleepover here.
I couldn't help with it but laugh.
He knows how to change my mood.
3ziz: lazm arj3 a5th mlabsy!
me: weeh,
me: la la in6r a'9n fey kmn bdla w pj malt 7mod fl extra room.
3ziz: 3yl i will go and check..
I headed to my room threw the dress on the coach and wore my pj and did my hair into a high bun.
I headed to the small kitchen since i was starving because i didn't have my dinner.
i was searching for indoomi
3ziz: Shtdwr el7lwaa?
me; iskt 3ny*giggling* ga3da adwr indoomi yo3ana
3ziz: yl3mya kaho *handing me the indoomi*
me: tby?
3ziz: la
me: a9ln mn gal iny bswy lk*laughing*
3ziz: 3nad 3laich abyy.
me: Hehe okay bswy
I gave him the bowl..
3ziz: Shkrn 7ubi
me: El3fw
My phone rang.
it was khalifa's father, i wasn't in the mood to answer
3ziz: rdyy
me: maby
My phone vibrated
m7md: rdy 3la 3mi , gall he called you several times bs mardaity.
I replied: maby ard now.
M7md: dano a7sn lch rdy
i ignored
"7mod y7r" i sighed
3ziz: inty bsch t7l6m, gomi 5nswy shy
me: kaiffyy, hm nl3b sony? call of duty?
3ziz: w3 laaa
me: OMG int awl 9by tgol w3 7g sony wla call of duty
3ziz: chub, 5nshof movie?
me; it sound so gay*laughing*
3ziz: Gay ylklbh ha? ana a3lmch
and he started tickling me
3ziz: el7en bnshof mn elgay
me; a..5 bss *Laughing* 3ziz 5laa9=))
He stopped
me: maa7bkk *faking sad tone*
3ziz: amout fech*giving me side hug*
i hugged him back
3ziz: ana bnaam t3bt
me: okay goodnight ana b3d bnam
3ziz: Goodnight sweetie , sleep tight
he walked me to the room , tucked me in the bed and covered me, kissed my forehead , switched off the lights and closed the door.
I ensconced in the bed and slept.

.................................
We was at the gathering at my grandma's house
My phone rang
it was 3ziz
i picked it up
me: Helloo my love t3al t25rt
3ziz: Dana sm3eni ana now fl airport i'm going to travel , bs m7d ydry, take care , a7bch wayed w ihtmy fy ahlch , w fy nfsch, t7mly 3la ro7ch, m3a elslama.
He didn't even give me a chance to reply , he closed it
my jaw dropped , WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING!
He is insane or what!
i thought it was a prank so i passed it.
m7md: Dano 3my gal ly inch ll7en mardaity!
me: uf 7mod kaify , mabi ard , mabi shy mnhm
m7md: mb 3la kaifch hw malh 59
me: Oho glt mabi 5la9
m7md: hw mb 3la kaifch!
And we had a fight!
me: oho a9ln laish ga3da aklmk!
I ignored him and sat with my grandmother
He came again
M7md: Dano lt5leni aswy shy may3jbch!
me: Mama dana ana brou7 m3a elslama.
i ignored him and went back home.

i tried calling 3ziz but his phone was switched off! y3nie 9j safr! uf!
.................
Now in every gathering he talk with me about it or don't talk to me klsh.
Lazm i end it!
i was really fed up with him
I pushed him away and ran outside the house.
I made a call:
Me: Lw sm7ty, can i book a ticket for one person to america? first class, mta agrb 6yara? Okay bjy b3d shwy w bdf-
someone cut me off and said
..............: 5leha two tickets wla mafi ro7h, bro7ch.

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Apr 14, 2013

Chapter fifteen~


Sorry for the delay

previously:
i packed , i was done so then we headed to my apartment, i called 3noud and sara to join, we chatted played truth or dare , fooled around and  at 10 we ordered Papa john's pizza we stayed until 3am watched some movies then we slept.
...........
After several weeks , m7md and munera came back , the unknown was still sending and i continued ignoring them , everything went fine until i got this message..
Unknown:
Go to ritz hotel and check on your dad, his situation , i think you will like it, Go now or you will regret it later.
oh gosh!
it was 12 midnight
i ran to my car and drove quickly to ritz hotel
i was afraid, what did he/she mean?
i arrived exactly after 10 minutes.
i ran to the entrance of the hotel.
He was there, my dad, i ran to him, he had his hands under his head.
i lifted up his head
his teary eyes showed pain and guilt
Dad: g9w 3la-y ya dan-a
his smell sucks!
dad: g9w 3l-ay 3y-a-l el-7r-am
oh god
He was drunk.
i was trying to understand what is happening
me: yba in6r ba5th '3rfa w jayaa!
I checked in for a room,
i took the keys
me : yba t3al
he tried to stand up but struggled , so i rapped his hands around my neck to support him,
We was walking slowly, since he was lurching and couldn't stand stationary
i took him up after long time..
me: yba t3wth mn bles
i helped him to get in the bathroom and washed his face after that i laid him on the bed, so he can take a short nap while i can get him some clothes.
ugh thanks god i knew how to deal with it, but i feel like a piece of shit, what is happening!
I got to my car and headed to our house to get him some clothes.
i sneaked in, thanks god that the dressing room is far from my parents room.
i took his things and got for me some pj and outfit and headed back to the hotel.
i raced back to the hotel.
I shook his shoulders to wake him up,
i got him into the shower..
i waited for minutes, then he came back. dressed up.
He threw his self on me hugging me tight, i hugged him back
me: yba shfeek? sh9ar?
he started telling me..
i could feel the guiltiness eating him up.
me: ybaa 5la9 t3wth mn blees w int makant ga9d, rbk by'3fr lk w ily swa hl shy rby by7asba w bykshfaa
He kissed my forehead and said
maknt adry shbswy mn donch, a7bch w allah y5lech ly..
me: w ana akthr ybaa.
Dad: Bdly w t3aly
i changed to my pj
and jumped in the bed resting my head on dad's shoulders, i miss this so much.. i felt like a baby in his arms..
it was 3 am.
dad: T9b7en 3la 5air 7bebty.. *kissing my forehead*
me: Wnt mn ahla
And i drifted into a sleep like a baby...
....................................

.......:Yma glt lch 5la9 mara7 atzwj mthl maknt aby a3thbha m3ay mara7 a3thb bnat 5lg allah m3ay..
.........: 3ziz inta lazm ttzwj , int kbrt
3ziz: YMA GLT LCH MABY! Lain mayrou7 ily feni!
om 3ziz: a55 bs.

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Me: ybaa 5la9 klmthm klhm w byjoon elyoum 3l sa3a 7
dad: ee zain yba , bs klmy m6a3m w cake swalfkm , w 7jzy w then i will pick it up.
me: oky
i called t9meem and ordered cupcakes , then i called a restaurant to prepare buffet..
My dad and i headed to our house and got ready , told my mom..
Mom: Hala wallah bly wa7shtnyy
me; wnty akthr *hug*
I got to my room , i searched for dresses but i didn't find any that suit for this event to i had to head back to my apartment
me: mama brou7 abdl w atmkyj w bjy
mom: okay lt6wlen w take care
me: inshallah*kissing her forehead*
i headed to my apartment, got in and ran to the dressing room , hmm what to wear
i wore

i added make up and wore my jewelry and headed back to our house.
it was 8 pm , everybody was already there , cousins, uncles *9oub mom and dad* , aunts y3nie whole family..
Since mom was related to dad..
I went directly to dad who was at the mjls,
me: everything is perfect w elfood is here, yallah enjoy
dad: mshkorh ybaa.. take care 7bebty!
i kissed his forehead and headed to my cousins..
Khalifa wld 3my was with his siblings since he hated 3ziz's guts , for no reason!
so i wen to him
me: heellooo *hug*
khalifa : ahln ahln
His elder brothers was there , Jassim and Hamad. They are married so khalifa is the smallest.
i chatted a bit with khalifa and then excused my self to spend some time with 3ziz and other cousins.
3ziz: zain jaityy*hug*
me; hehehe shswyy
Slmt 3laihm all.
me: manoraa sh5bar sul6an? *her brother*
muneera: tmam wallah elshh'r eljay raj3 inshallah
So sul6an traveled to London to continue his studies.
we sat together.. salfnaa w7shena,  7mod told us about the honeymoon and munera was blushing like crazy
time passed it was 10 pm..
Mom: yallahh tf'9lw 3l 3sha
so we all headed to the huge dining table.
As always i sat beside 3ziz..
Everyone was busy adding food to their plates, except for 3ziz who was annoying me with his silly jokes=))
me: uff 3zoz bs chup bakl
3ziz: 7maaraa, ma7bch*acting childish*
me: mama dana shoufy 3zoz may5leni fy 7allii
Grandmother: 3zoz yoz 3n dana
3ziz: *sticking his tongue out* kaiffii
me: stop acting childish *i pinched his cheeks*
3ziz giggled
They all laughed on our attitude except for khalifa who was giving us shity stares..
Ding
 i got a new message
Laughing now huh? tomorrow you will cry;)
unknown.
 i showed 3ziz
me: i'm going to call this damn shit, i'm fid up.*i whispered*
3ziz: oky call yallah
i dialed the number an pressed the green button
It was ringing.
in the mean time khalifa's phone rang.
i closed my line and dialed again , and again khalifa's phone rang! and when i closed it , his phone stopped ringing
me: oh gosh ,*i whispered in shock*
3ziz: YA7YWAN..

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Apr 3, 2013

i miss you~



its not a chapter but a kinda poem , written by me:p.
and its dedicated to @Niza_Nemo
and posted 3shanha:p
.......................
i have a lot to tell you
and a lot to say
When i see you i will hug you in the best way
let me think what to start with?
Do i start with telling you how the time that i spent waiting for you was tough
or how much it was rough
Do i lie and tell you that i was feeling well
or tell you the truth and tell you that i felt like hell
do i tell you how many days i cried my heart out
or tell you how many times i called your name and shout
Do you know that departing felt like a knife
that stabbed my back, but that is life
i just want to stay silent and hug you so tight
because it feels so right.
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