Chapter eleven~

KBefore you start reading the chapter read this... RANEEEM, yes you , my sis that is from another mother, another country, another family, another age, Hm from where do i start? how much i love you? or how much i'm blessed that i have you in my life , i just knew you from month maybe? but you mean a lot to me, you're my sis, friend, best friend, you mean a lot, now you just one from the besties in my life , a9ln you are the best yl6ou6, ya5i inty '3air w klamch '3air w hwashch '3air w klch '3air, inzain elmhm i love you sister w allah y5lech ly <3
this goes to you best sister ever
ليتني عرفتك بأول العمر بدري ..
وأشبعت عيني بنظر محياك
نادم على اللي راح من وقـت عـمري ..
اللي قضيته دون صوتك ونجواك ..
and this chap goes to you,
enjoy it all readers
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previously: 
m7md's POV: 
uf wainha hathy at9l lha matrd , wla 3ziz yrd:) 
inshallah 5airr..
i drove off to her apartment, i have the spare keys i opened the door and went to her room... 
Ugh knt 5ayf mn hl shy!!! ............
i went to 3ziz
me: 3ziz
3ziz:.......
me: yba goum nam bl'3rfaa da5l
i helped him to stand up i took him to the extra room, laid him on the bed and covered him.
then i headed back to dana's room and got her to lay on the bed.
My phone rang.
it was muneera
me: alo?
munera: hala 7beby
me: hala hala
munera: njy elshga wla?
me: la la tkfoun dana naima
munera: zain yallah t3al yba wayed t25rt.
me: okay yallah bjy
munera: take care
me: inshallah
yes i told her that i love her and we are getting engaged after few months..
i went to my car and entered, i drove off to grandma's house..
i entered w slmmt , g3dt m3ahm, everybody was chatting and the place was filled with noises, until his words broke this noise into a dead silent
me: SHNOO?
dad: ily sm3th, w lt3ly 9outk!!
me: yba r'9et ina dana t6l3 mn elbait bs ttzwj '39b? laaa 6b3n!!!
eldnya mb fo'9h
dad: 3ad wallah elwld sh7lata w a9l w a5lag w ma3laih g9our
me: YBA MAFY SHY '39B YMKN MATBY
dad: HAY LT3LY 9OUTK!!
me: asf yba, bs mb 3la kaifkm t566oun 7g 7yatha
dad: int sh3laik? ana obohaa, elwld shzeenh!
me: YBA ANA AGOULKM MN EL7EN ZWAJ MARA7 TTZWJ L2N ADRY INHA MATBY!
He raised his hands and slapped me.
Everyone was pretty shocked.
it was the first time he hit me, he always was the caring dad that loved us and give us what we want..
i felt my cheeks were getting hotter
me: Mshkor yba, hay a5r shy twg3t ina by9er , 5srt dana w ma'9n tby t5srna klna.
i rushed out of the house, i didn't know where to go, i went directly to dana's apartment.
it was 9pm , i threw my self on the couch and watched tv, my phone was ringing nonstop, it was muneera , mom, grandmother , cousins , i just switched it off.
3ziz and dana was still sleeping so i slept too.

Back to dana's pov:
A week passed, everyday i saw mom in the evening when i go to grandmother house when my dad is out, m7md sat with me in the apartment, after what happened he didn't talk to dad, he told me what happened , i wasn't shocked, cause he left his daughter before..

So today is friday, my friday routine is going out with m7md or sitting home , movie night and sleepover with cousins, but today they all said that they can't come so i will stay home, alone.
i made hot chocolate and i took some cookies , opened my laptop and went to the balcony with my blanket and cushion, laid on the floor, and started the movie..
i was watching excitedly until fahad called
me: hala wallah
fahad: dano bsr3aa t3aly bait ydty 3ziz... 3ziz.
and he closed
i was worried i got up quickly and ran to my car, i didn't care about my clothes or my hair!
i drove off quickly to my grandmother house...
i arrived, the car parking was full everyones car was there.
i parked my car and ran to the mjls , they all was there
dad , grandmother , fahad, faisal, muneera , al3noud, sara , 6lal , aunts , mom , m7md ,
i was shocked, 3ziz was not there.
but after they all stood up he entered.
3ziz was shocked too!
whats happening?
3ziz: DANAA , Feech shy? 9arlch shy? *breathing hardly*
me: i-nt fe-k sh-y?
we both looked at our family.
dad: m7d feeh shy, bs ana makan 3ndy 6regh '3air hathy iny ajm3km klkm, sm3oni wla 7d yga63ny, dana fy wa7d 5a6bch w ana wafgt w ra7 yjy yshoufch! w '39bn 3nch ra7 ttzwjen mfhom? w mafy a3thar!
mom: ely ga3d tsweh '3l6!
dad: ana 3arf shno ga3d aswy!!
i was shocked, just too shocked to talk! i couldn't talk, my tears said it all,
m7md: YBA GLT LK INA MAFY SHY '39B W DANA MARA7 TTZWJH W ANA 7Y, WALLAH ELY YGRB 9OUBHA YAWAILH , 3AD M95TOHA!
Dad went to him and wanted to slap him, but this time m7md held his hands
m7md: thek elmra ya yba swaitha bs kant awl mra w a5r mra!
dad was shocked!
actually everybody was shocked
m7md lowered dad's hands and came to me
m7md: dana yallah t3ali, malna g3da hny!
he hugged me from the back and walked me out.
i was crying like a baby
i was shocked, this was unexpected thing from dad.
m7md: dana imshy bsch 9ya7 g63ty gulby wallah
i hugged him tight!
i love him
i can see 3ziz was behind us, he was with faisal, but wait he wasn't standing! he was on his knees covering his face.
m7md grab loosed around me as i pulled my self from him , i ran to 3ziz
and hugged him!
He was weak and that made me more broken more weaker!
m7md: dana yallah imshy!
before i pull out of 3ziz's hug he whispered in my ears:
مهو معقول .. ولا مقبول
اعيش الفكره ذي يا عمّ
بعد بنتك .. انا احلف لك
علي تحرم بنات آدمّ
That made me cry more and more
me: a7bk 3ziz..
i backed off and went with m7md!


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Chapter ten~

previously:

we payed and he took me to my apartment 
i hugged him and entered, changed my clothes and when my head hit the pillow i slept... 

..........RING RING RING
 my alarm rang.
me:UGHH
i stood up and went to the bathroom, did my business, i wore my Puffy turquoise long skirt with my calvin Kline white shirt, and my herms turquoise slipper, and took my bag and books, applied soft make up , did my hair into a high ponytail wore my jewelry, tiffany neckless , bracelet , earrings and rings..
i entered my white Ring rover , drove off to the collage..
i saw my time table, UGH kl m7a'9rati is with 3ziz!!
3ADY DANA ACT NORMALLY
i didn't have any friends ely wayed close, cause i was with 3ziz all the time , me and him in the same classes, and major..
i went to starbucks and took my coffee after that i headed to my class, i sat in my usual place.. after few minutes the doctor came in, 3ziz kan ll7en mb mwjod, i was worried!
The doctor was explaining but my mind wasn't with him, i was deeply thinking, about everything happened, My thoughts was cut when i felt someone sat beside me, i saw 3ziz, he was wearing his armani pants and with his white armani shirt, and the rolex that i bought for his birthday one year ago, he said he will always wear it, when i'm with and without him....
He was writing notes, but this time we didn't chat like always, we didn't fight over the cartier pen , mn ely byktb feh, we didn't stare, i didn't dare to put my eyes on his, neither he!
Doctor: oh this is miracle this is the first class i give with out shushing 3ziz and dana!
3ziz faked a smile but i couldn't help with it but teared
me: excuse me i'm leaving i feel tired*i said with cracky voice*
doctor: you can leave dana, catch up with work , get it from 3ziz or any classmate..
i nodded and rushed out of the ga3h..
i headed to my car, i cried hardly, i was sobbing like a baby, i put my head on the steering wheel, tears was rushing on my cheeks hardly..
KNOCK KNOCK
i left my head up, it was 3ziz..!
i unlocked the door..
i wiped my tears quickly
he opened the door, and pulled me into a tight hug
AAHHH HIS PERFUME...

3ziz POV:
i saw her tears running on her cheeks, MY HEART IS BROKEN MORE NOW!
me: i need to go too
and i ran after her..
i ran to her car
LAA LAA LAA DON'T CRY PLEASE!
when she saw me she opened the door
i pulled her into a tight hug , i hugged her with all strength i have, i miss her hugs , smile , smell, hair , actually every single detail about her..

me: WA7SHTEENII DANA 5LA9 MAGDR A3EESH BDOUNCH , FHMOONI!!!!
i shouted.
this was not expected.
i couldn't control my self
me: a7bch wallah a7bch
i teared
yes i did..
i attacked the floor while dana was still hugging me , she was with me on the floor , she cried from a side and i did from the other side, we was still in the parking lot..
dana: laish chy? laish? anaa a7bk, laish t7grny? laish tb3d? 3la elagl koun o5oy , mabi shy akthr, wallah mabi, bs koun jnbi , tkfa 3ziz lat5leni , TKFAA*sniff*
me: wallah mb beedi wallah, dana abech magdr chy a3esh mn dounch wallah magdr, bs oboy w oboch mb ra'9yen mna7sen.... Lw tdren shkthr a7tajlch A55 bs!..
she stayed silent, i said everything she wanted to say , i know her, i know every single detail about her..
i stood up and pulled her gently to stand up i took her to the car, i sat in the driver seat, and drove off to her apartment.

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i went to my room , i changed to my leggings and my XL hoodie, 3ziz was sitting on the couch, his hands was covering his face..
i sat beside him, my hand was on his back, and the other was on his knees, i took away his hands from his face and kissed it.
He saw me and smiled, but his eyes showed pain, too much pain, tear was on his cheek, i wiped it gently..
He put his head on my lap and laid on the couch..
he sang:
9a3ba 3laya forgitak 9a3ba ... 9a3ba wana ely mi7trg galba .. mlet mn 6oul elhajer yil3an abo el'3rba...
he closed his eyes , and didn't say anything..
we stayed silent for a while, i think he slept , soo i closed my eyes and drifted into a sleep on the coach..

m7md's POV:
uf wainha hathy at9l lha matrd , wla 3ziz yrd:)
inshallah 5airr..
i drove off to her apartment, i have the spare keys i opened the door and went to her room...
Ugh knt 5ayf mn hl shy!!! 

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Chapter nine~

previously:

muneera's POV 
I was afraid of his answer 
inshallah la inshallah la
uff 3 snen mb shwyy w ana a7bh a ana sakth
i had crush on him but this crush turned to love 
he was always caring person and protective , he was always fight for me w mayr'9a 7d yz3lny from when we was children, but then things kinda change when we grew up. 
m7md: hm yes 
i locked my tears and acted normally, but from inside i was burning.. ........
we stayed playing then at 5 am we prayed and slept.

i woke up early at 11 am , everybody was sleeping, i did my business then changed to my chanel hoodi, my gucci black leather leggings and my Uggs and rapped my chanel scarf around my neck. I did hot chocolate and took my blanket and sat at the balcony, it was freezing out there.
i enjoyed the silence, and the cold weather, and enjoyed the shivers that was sent every time the soft wind hit my skin.
i plugged my headphones and i choose the first song - ADELE
"I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

This song described my feeling perfectly, tears was down on my cheeks already, ah i miss him, i miss waking up and finding a message from him, i miss sleeping while hearing his voice..
i cried silently , nonstop, i felt betrayed, 3 years of love? he left it that easily..
i kept on repeating the song and singing..
i felt someone hugged me from the back
m7md: dan?
me: hmm?
i wiped my tears quickly
m7md: hay hay shfeech? laish kl hldmo3?
me: mafeni shy* i smiled*
m7md: i7na man5l9 mn hl 3ziz, 5la9 7yati allah mb katb hl shy y9eer , 5eerh, kl shy lh sbb, may9er twgffen 7yatch, shtben akthr mn ina ykon o5och?
me:......
m7md: gomy ms7y dmo3ch w yallh dwaaaam
me: uf okay, m7a'9rty tbda el2:30 w 3ndy w7da 3:45 bs 2 elyoum
m7md:okay
me: a7bkk
m7md: 7ta ana wallah, dano shraych n6b5 el'3da?
me: mn 9jkk wallah?
m7md : eyh yallah goomi goomi 5nswy steak w vegetables
me: yallah
we headed to the kitchen and cooked , we cooked steak for everyone , and some boiled vegetables on the side of the plat, we prepared the dining room and arranged the food, then we woke them up.
They all came and joined us..
faisal's phone rang:
faisal: Aloo hala hala 3zeez .. eyh mwjodh dana .. hm okay bgolha b3d shwy.. yallah bye
i chocked with my food
m7md: smlh smlhh ,36ooha may
.. bsr3aa
he gave me water i drank it,
me: el7mdellah tslm ydk 7mod
m7md: allah yslmch, g3dy makmlty aklch?
me: shb3t, int ikl 7beby
i rushed out of the dining room
before i get any more questions.
i headed my room, w33 my mood is ruined youm sm3t ismh..
shhh dana everything is fine...
i went to the small library and started reading 'احببتك اكثر مما ينبغي'
i love this book, i read it until i reached the half of it, i decide to go and set with them, i went to the living room
sara: zain jaity bs
me: *giggling* hayy chub , i was reading
faisal*mimicking my voice* : hay chub
i threw a cushion on him
faisal: ay ylklbh
he came to me and picked me up
faisal: el7en a3lmch mn t'9rben ylklbh
me: yls5ef nzlnyy
faisal: gouly a7bkk int elshai5 faisal
me: in your dreams babbyy
*ring*
it was the door
m7md: ana brou7 ashouf
faisal kept teasing me
me: uf 5la9 3ad
faisal: glt lch gouly yallah
me: Huufff a7bk elshai5 faisal
when i said this sentence m7md entered the living room and 3ziz came behind him.
3ziz was staring sharply, giving me
death stares
i saw faisal with n'9ra 'ely 5la9'
he nodded and let me down.
It was AWKWARD!!
faisal: e7m*laughing*
3ziz: ana bs knt aby agoulk ina btjy elshalaih wla la?
faisal: eyh yallah bjy m3ak
faisal; yallah bye bye my baby*and blew a kiss*
me: injl3*giggling*
faisal: afa tgolen 7g 7bebch injl3?:(
3ziz: FAISAL 5L9NI*shouting*
he pulled him out harshly
everybody was shocked, actually beyond shock!!
'ugh' i sighed.
i ran to my room and rushed to my bed.
*knock knock*
me: maby a7d yd5l , bnam 3ndy jam3a bachr
faisal: dano hay ana faisal
me: oky id5l
he came and hugged me tight, kissed my forehead
faisal: sorry 3la ely swah adry 7mar , bs 5lh ywly
me: t3wdtt
faisal: SMIILLEEE
i pulled out a smile
faisal: gomy bsr3a b6l3chh , ee gbl mathoulen shy 3ziz yby pinch
me: hm okay give him
faisal: okay glt lh, el7en yallah imshy
me: rou7 elshalaih
faisal: la maby
me: tkfa wallah maly 5lg
faisal: *puppy face* 3shan baby faisal:(?
i laughed=))
me: hmm zain bs bsr3a nrd
faisal: chup w goumy bdlyy
i got up from my bed , i took a quick shower , slipped into my white shirt that was written on it 'free hugs' and my Free city pants , and my herms slippers , applied soft makeup and did my head into high ponytail
we got into his car
faisal: ya gmelh waain awdech?
me: hmm
faisal: flying carpet the torch?
me: foogh
we went to flying carpet it was filled with couples
faisal: *laughing* tkfen 5lna nswy nfsna couples
me: okayy yallah*giggling*
he stretched his hands and held my hands
i was giggling
faisal: ylklbh chup bs *laughing*
the waiter: 3wzeen boufeyh wla ?
me: 7beby shno tby ?
faisal: 5la9 boufeyh
we went and i put some food in the plate
we sat down
i updated my bbm personal message *at the torch w/ F9ool*❤
we started eating
me: f9ool sw 7raka aby a9wrk
f9ool swa funny faces
i took a photo and put it display picture of my bbm
faisal: hayy yl7mara
me:hahaha a7sn
i checked my bbm
3ziz updated his status to انا ماني اي عاشق انا لما اعشق اغير، والله لما اعشق اغير #d!!!
i was like? huh? me? he was pushing me out of his life and now what happened? y3nie we are not meant to be!!
i let a sigh
faisal: 7as feech wallah!
me: ha? shloun 3rft?
faisal: a3rfch, fahmch , 7af'9ch!
me: 7beeby:(
faisal: yallah 5l9ty?
me:eyh yallah
we payed and he took me to my apartment
i hugged him and entered, changed my clothes and when my head hit the pillow i slept... 

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