Chapter eight~

previously:
After that tour i decide to sleep, soo i went to bed but before i sleep i checked my phone 1 message it was from 3ziz i opened it, i read every single word in it , i was beyond shocked, tears couldn't fall, like if my eyes was locked.. i didn't believe whats happening....!! 
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i closed my eyes tight wishing if its all just a dream, and that is not happening. 10 seconds passed i opened my eyes check my phone, this time i lost hope, i knew it wasn't a dream, i pinched my hands, i released that it was my life , this is reality, its not a dream. I was crying silently, what he said wasn't easy, it wasn't believable, i'm sure you are thinking of what he sent actually 3ziz sent to dana
" sorry to tell you but you have to forget me, erase my number, erase me from your life, i no longer can stay in your life, actually i don't want to lose my parents and family because of a girl, sorry to tell you that, goodbye"
dana read the message over 100 times, every time she read it she cried harder, after a while she felt numb, she wanted to move but she couldn't , black color filled her sight , she fainted.
She woke up, she felt so tired, she had massive headache, she slowly opened her eyes, she saw a white room, it wasn't her room, and her family was there, in the room, everybody was sitting down, they all was silent, tears said what they wanted to say.
she saw her mom, m7md, her grandmother , aunts , muneera , sara, faisal, fahad, 6alal , 3ziz, sul6an and al3anoud.
She wanted to talk but she couldn't she felt lifeless, she just closed her eyes tight and opened them again slowly, a tear escaped her eyes, she felt weak and powerless.
She felt a large hands placed on hers,
..........: dan 7bebty lw 7sa feni bs '9'36y 3la eedy
she tried and tried until she gathered all the power she had and pressed on his hands.
m7md: YMAA DANA GAMT!
She didn't understand what was happening.
She gave them a week smile when she saw everyone around her, kissing her, hugging her and giving her a warm smile.
she managed to say " whats happening, why i'm here, w mn jabny?"
a lot of questions was on her mind but his voice cut her thoughts
3ziz: i brought you her *he managed to whisper*
his eyes showed pain, absolutely he was crying, his eyes was red and puffy.
3ziz's POV:
mom: 3ziz klmt dana?
me: wallah yma maklmtha...
mom: mb 3shan shy bs kl 7d t9l lha w matrd w mara7tt eljam3a elyoum
my heart was beating rapidly, i felt something not good happening, i ran outside to the garage, and raced to my Bentley, i drove off quickly to her apartment, i remembered that the spare keys was with her mom , i went back quickly and took the key from her mom and drove off again to her apartment, i reached there after 5 minutes, it was impossible but i speed up, actually i was driving crazily, i ran to her apartment,i opened the door and ran to her room, i saw her on her bed sleeping, and her phone was in her hands i saw the message that i send to her , and she was writing a reply
" mb bhl sholh agdr ansak, kaif ansa nb'9 gulby?, allah ywfgk fey 7yatk , bs t2kd inta el5sran, i will get used to it, for the last time i love you 3ziz, Goodluck with your life"
a tear found it way and ran on my cheeks, ahh she broke my heart..
i checked on her and woke her up but it failed she didn't wake up, i tried and tried but nothing changed, i quickly left her up and took her to my car, i laid her on the back seats and drove off to hospital, i took her to the doctor room, he checked her and said ina inhyar 39by, w elskr nazl, i felt my heart was broken into pieces, seeing someone that you love, lifeless , sick, and tired , i knew it was because of me, they took her to a room and said she must rest, i called her family..
" dana, ana asf wallah , tkfen sam7eeni, bs lazm nbt3d, adry inch matsm3eni bs aby agoulch, wallah a7bch wayed w maby a5srch bs maby a5sr ahly b3d"
i started singing
"ابعتذر عن كل شي الا الهوى مالل هوى عندي عذر ، ابعتذر عن اي شي الا الجراح مالل جراح الا الصبر"
i kissed her forehead and stayed with her..
Back to dana's POV
me: e6l3 bra3..
all my family was shocked
m7md: 7beebty hdy shwy
me: GOLO LH Y6L3 BRA3 MABY ASHOUFH MB '39B
m7md: danaa lt9ar5en mb zain lchh, 5la9 by6l3 bs irta7y..
3ziz's eyes teared,
3ziz: ma3a elslama.
me: KLKM BRA
m7md: DANA 5la9
me: maby ashouf 7d 5loni l7ali maby shy mnkm bs 6l3w braa
they all went out
i cried and cried nonstop, until i felt asleep.
i woke up the next day, i saw m7md on the chair beside my bed, i stood up and went to the bathroom, i took a shower, after that i got dressed, i went back to the room and m7md was awake, i hugged him tightly, i cried on his chest silently.
m7md: 5la9 7bebty 3shani
يذهب الجميل ياتي الاجمل remember? knty daymn tgoulen ly chy..
me: bs anaa a7baa 7mood*sniff* mb shl wallah...
m7md: adry bs btt3wden
i stayed silent i was speechless..
me: aby a6l3 mn elmstshfa
m7md: el7en bwg3 w n6l3
me: inzain i will take my things
m7md: ok dgayg w raj3
i packed my things and waited for m7md after that he drove off to my apartment
i opened the door
me: 7yaak
m7md: of of shhl ksh5a ahoufha shrdt w mstansa hny, chna 3ayshen fy london
me: hehehe eyh, tshr7 el9dr

Even though our house is huge and simple and classic but still, i loves it here
m7md: mskenh bachr collage
me: uf lt'thkrny
me: zain shrayk a3zmk 3la m63' t7t w 3gb ntmsha?
m7md: okay yallah bdly
i changed into my white burberry shirt with my black leggings and wore my nike shoes, i took my celine bag. I went down stairs shft m7md gaa3d w yshouf el9wr
me: e7m shno tshouf
m7md: heheh we looked cute w7na 9'3ar*giggles*
me: yawathg*laughing*
m7md: chup w yallah imshy
me: tra bsyarty w ana bsog
m7md: a7sn wallah twfren petrol w 3yzan asog*sarcastic laugh*
me: imsh w int sakt
we entered the car and drove off to the gate 17 were was carluccio's restaurant, i parked my car at the parking lot, then we headed to carluccio's restaurant we ordered
me: 1 white sauce pasta
m7md: 1 pizza please
waiter: drinks?
me: Coke
m7md: same
we chatted, laughed , and fooled around, i miss it..
me: 7mod?
m7md: amry?
me: 3mrk 7bait?*giggles*
m7md: hahah ylklba shhl s2al *his face was red*
me: yallah jawb 3ad
m7m: hmm eyh*giggles*
me: wyh 3shtw*laughing* mn hathy ely omha da3ya 3laiha?
m7md: 9j klba matn36en wjh, hm manor bnt 5alty, bss l7een maglt lha
me: y7'9ha wallah
m7md: 7beebty inty
me: mta btgol lha?
m7md: hm mdry shloun aft7 elme'9o3 m3aha*playing with the fork*
me: yallah 3ad nby 7d ytzwj
m7md: hehehe inshallah bs at5rj b56bha..
me: zain yalah 5l9t?
m7md: eyh yallah
me: excuse me can i have the bell?
waiter: here mum
i took my wallet out and got my money
m7md: hay hay ryal sh6ol sh3r'9 m3ach wnty tdf3en, gomy bs
me: 7beby mmkn tnchub w 3ady ana wnt wa7d
we fought 3la mn ydf3 elbell at the end i paid and he said he will pay for the deserts
we decided to walk to chocolate bar and get our desert,
we entered and sat down
waiter: hi mom what is your order
m7md: one Crepe please
me: and for me too
waiter : sure
we ate our desert and then went back to my apartment
me: naam 3ndy pleasee*puppy face*
m7md: Hmm okay bs nady cousins , 5nswy sleepover klna
me: inzain ana bklm elbnat w int klm elshbab
m7md: okaay yallah
i called manoor, al3anoud and sara and m7md called 3ziz , fahad, faisal , sul6an and 6alal , they all said that they will come except for 3ziz. 3la golth he have work.
i went to spinneys and bought some sweets and drinks and popcorn , then i headed back to the apartment , i opened the ac's of the extra rooms, 7mod said they will set at the extra room that was down stairs cause it is bigger, and we girls gonna split 2 at my room and 2 at the extra room that was up stairs,
it was 10 o'clock when they came
all: ahln ahln
6alal; of shhl ksh5a, 9j 3jebh shgtch
me:*giggle* shkrn:$
sul6an: mb hyna wallah
all: eyh wallah, 3jebh mashallah
me: shkrn
we all sat and watched a movie, then we played truth or dare
it was sul6an turn to ask m7md
sul6an: 3mrk 7bait?
m7md; hm yes

muneera's POV
I was afraid of his answer
inshallah la inshallah la
uff 3 snen mb shwyy w ana a7bh a ana sakth
i had crush on him but this crush turned to love
he was always caring person and protective , he was always fight for me w mayr'9a 7d yz3lny from when we was children, but then things kinda change when we grew up.
m7md: hm yes
i locked my tears and acted normally, but from inside i was burning..

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Chapter seven~

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'ugh shit mafy furniture, i didn't design it yet' i mumbled to my self. 

i put my bags inside, took my clutch and locked the door. i headed back to my car, i drove off to villagio, so i can buy some electronics and furniture for my apartment.

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i arrived villagio, i shopped in some of the shops and chose some furnitures, since i had my credit card and my dad usually every month keeps amount of money in it ,anyway they said that they will arrive tomorrow, soo tomorrow they will bring it, but i told them to get 3la elagl my bed for today , they agreed, so from today the painters will come, they will finish tomorrow probably, so tomorrow everything will be done.
i walked in a shop bought ovens, microwaves , 3 tvs , washing machines and ac's . i told them my address an asked them to bring the things tomorrow evening. After that i went and bought some towels , shampoo, and from these kind of things, then i headed to mac and sephora i bought new makeup , after that i shopped little bit. so then i headed back to my apartment, waited for the painters. At 3pm they arrived , i showed them what i choose from the book, they started working on it. In the mean time i checked my phone , i had 5 calls from m7md and 7 from mom
i called mom first
ring.. ring .. ring .. ring
mom: aloo
me: hala mama
mom: wainch inty?
me: some where far away*giggling*
mom: nothing funny*angry tone* wainch inty?
me: allah yslmch ya yuma ana fy shgty ely fy the pearl..
mom: shtween hnak?
me: 5la9 b3esh hnak
mom: shno eldnya fo'9h?
me: yuma 5la9 i'm big enough w i made my decision, i think oboy magalch shno galy,
mom: bla galy bs laish 6l3ty
me: hw gal matklmen 3ziz aw 6l3y mn elbait
mom: aaahhh , ma3rf shgoulch.
me: yuma t7mly brou7ch, bousy ly 7mod w oboy.. m3a elslama yuma
mom : m3a elslama
i hung up and started crying, why its happening to me? why everything is against me? i cried silently in the corner of the room, i felt so broken.
After several of minutes i stop crying and went and washed my face. I went to check on the men they was done from 4 rooms , the kitchen and the living room is left.. it was 8pm
me: when will you finish?
worker: mm at 11:00
me: oky, i'm going out and come back at 11..
i entered my car and started the engine , i had no idea where to go, i decide to call sara cause she is the closest to me after Emily,
ring..ring..ring..
sara: halaa wallah
me: hala saro, wainch?
sara: ga3dh fy bait granny's m3a 3zoz w faisal w 3anoud, manoor w faahod w elbagi
me: okay, 3ady amrch? aby arou7 the torch w maby arou7 bro7i
sara : okay i will get ready
me: yallah bmrch now..
i drove of to my granny's house which was next to our house, i arrived i parked at the gates i didn't enter
i calle sara
me: saro t3aly 3n elgates
sara: coming , yallah bye
After 3 minutes she came
sara: HELLO BEAUTIFUL
me: hala wallah
sara: sh3ndch?
me; goly shno ma3ndy
sara: obay you freaked me out yallah tell mee!
me: e7mm.. i started telling her everything happened between me and 3ziz being like siblings 'flr'9a3a' until my dad problem...
sara: uhh 7beeeeebty laish maglty ly
me: allah kreem..
we arrived the torch , we went to three sixty we ordered sat down and chatted a bit, i told her about the apartment thingy she was like: haayy you crazy, you will regret it someday , bla , bla , bla
me: yallah 5l9ty?
sara: yallah
i paid then we entered my car
me: ha wain ag6ch?
sara : msr3 mansaity, yuma baitna wla bait ydty nfs elshy klhm jmb b3'9
me: *giggles*
sara: yazen el'97kh , t3aly btjen elgathering?
me: laa
sara: w3 la 3ad tkfen mb shy bdonch
me: wallah sorry mgdr..
sara: mynoonhh
i drove to my grandmother house since cousins still there, i dropped her
sara: t3aly nzly m3ay
me: llaaaaaa
sara: yallah i insist
she pulled me from my seat , i close the door and walked behind her
she entered and pulled me with her
us: slam 3laikm
there was , fahad ,, 3ziz , and manor..
i hugged manor and fahad and 3ziz but he didn't hug me back , and he didn't give me his charming warm smile..
i turned my head and kisses my grandmother forehead
grandma: dana wainch 3na?
me: asfa
grandma : msmo7h
3ziz was giving me stares i didn't do anything wallah!!!
3ziz: yallah ana ast2'thn
me: la 5lk ana ely b6l3
i kissed my grandmother and ran out side, i was crying hardly, i entered my car and drove off.
i called the store and asked them if they brought the bed, they said that they already took it to my apartment and fixed it.
i was cruising little bit, then i checked the watch it was 11:30 so i must return to the apartment, i drove to my apartment, when i arrived i locked my car and entered my apartment , the smell of the new painting , ahh i feel fresh, the men was doing the last bit , i gave them the money when they finished and thanked them.
i went to my room changed my clothes that was still in the bag and threw my self on the bed, once my head hit the pillow i drifted to a sleep with teary eyes and heavy heart..
i woke the next day at 2 pm , i remembered that collage will start after 3 days i sigh and dug my face the pillow, i remembered 3ziz, UGHH!! , i tried to text him several times but he ignored.. and now when i texted him, and called him once his phone was off, he rarely switch off his phone ila itha kan fl6yara aw low battery, i repeated everything is fine don't worry...
i got out of bed and did my business after that i called the shop so they can bring the furnitures and electronics now. I wore my clothes and sat on the bed. After a boring hour they rang the bell i ran under stairs and opened the door, i showed them where to put everything in it place. I stayed with them all the day.. After a long day everything was perfect and in its place , tv and ac's was working and everything was fine. I thanked them and payed. After they got out , i entered my car and drove of to the super market, and bought some food , drinks , deserts, fruits and everything i needed, then i headed to home centre and bought spoons , plates and these things , then i drove of to the flower shops so i can buy some flowers to fill the vases. After i finished i went to shack shake and took food for take away then headed back to my apartment, i entered and got everything in it place , the food in kitchen , the flowers in the vases and when i was done i sat on the dining room and dug my head in the burger..
i was soo hungry since i didn't have lunch nor breakfast..
When i was done i cleaned the place, after that i took a tour around the apartment and check on everything.
down stairs there is a kitchen that has a wooden floor, huge fridge, that includes freezer, there is white cabinets, and a steel oven, and about the walls , was off-white and had a peach flower pattern, the dining room was connected to the kitchen, there is only a glass between it, and a glass door .. i chose for the dining room classic furniture, the wall was colored with light peach color, and the dining table was off white covered with a white cloth, and the chairs was dark peach color. And in the middle of the dining table there was a light pink flowers. And there was a chandelier that had the rose-bronze color, it was classic and simple, this was for the kitchen and the dining room.
after the kitchen there is a small washing room, that includes the washing machines, after the washing room there was the small store like for bags, extra things.
At the other side of the apartment there is an extra room, i choose the white colour for the wall that has silver strips, and i choose a wooden floor, actually the whole apartment have a wooden floor. And i choose a silver unique coach, with some cushions , and the bed was queen sized bed, with a beautiful silver color for the headboard, there was some vases that was filled with beautiful flowers, roses and tulips. And the room was connected with a bathroom.
The living room was too simple, the wooden floor made it way more uniquer, the white walls, and the green , pink coaches with the huge 3D tv it looked modern and fancy. And there was a white table in the middle, and there was some fancy paints.
Up stairs there was a small living room , and a library, it have white shelves with a table and chair, and there was a small vase with some colorful flowers. In the living room there was a small bar that was filled with chocolates , chips , sweets and soft drinks. its was a wooden table with two tall wooden chairs. I loved it.
and my room had a white wall with gold strips, and there was a light brown - or gold coach with a small table, my bed i chose a queen sized bed with a gold headboard. and there was a gold simple chandelier. And the bathroom was connected with the closet and the clothes room.
And there was an extra room it had a white wall , and there was a wall colored with light turquoise or tiffany color , with a bed that had a light turquoise color, with a white cabinets, and changing room and bathroom, and it had a "jlsa" two chairs and a table in the middle.
The apartment was too simple and unique, after that tour i decide to sleep, soo i went to bed but before i sleep i checked my phone 1 message it was from 3ziz i opened it, i read every single word in it , i was beyond shocked, tears couldn't fall, like if my eyes was locked.. i didn't believe whats happening....!!

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tell me what do you think 3ziz sent to dana:p?

Chapter six~

this post goes to @Niza_Nemo

thank you a lot for your support<3 

enjoy the post

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previously 

3ziz's POV:
When she slept , i decide to sleep too. I stayed at my place, i just moved her up, until she was between my arms, i fixed the way of her sleep, hugged her, and slept.

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i woke up at 3am i felt soo tired , i walked down to the kitchen and grabbed water, i drank some of it and then headed back to the room, 3ziz was still sleeping in the same position, i walked to the bed and tucked my self , i felt safe around hom. As soon i was in his arms , i went back to sleep.... 

i felt a soft lips on my forehead, i woke up and found 3ziz staring.. 

"Goodmorning" i said and kissed his cheeks

3ziz: Goodmorning oboyy inty...

i stood up and when i was about to walk to the bathroom 3ziz held my wrist 

3ziz: matrou7en ila gbl mat36eni bosa 

me: uff 3ziiz 5lnyy

3ziz: yallah yallah 3ad, 3ady 7lal ana mthl o5och. 

This word stabbed my heart, i didn't want to remember it!! 

A tear found it way to my cheeks

me: 3ziz hdny tkfa*sniff*

3ziz: 7yati wallah sorry wallah.. dmo3ch '3alyaa:( 

Tears filled my face

i managed to whisper: tkfa aby arou7 5lny*sniff* 

3ziz:come here, 

he pulled me and hugged me tight,

3ziz: sorry wallah mb g9dy wallah.. 

me: 3ady 

3ziz: adry ina mb 3ady.. 

me: brou7 a5th shower 

3ziz: take care

he kissed my cheeks and let go of my hands. 

i walked into the bathroom, slipped out of my clothes and let the water wash my body, i wish the water can wash all my pain. 

3ziz's POV: 

i know that she was sad , w z3lana, i thought of a way to make her smile. I wore my shirt quickly and rushed to my car, i went to a flower shop and bought red roses, i knew that she love red roses, then i headed to sugar and spice, picked up a red velvet cake. Then i headed back to the shaliah. 

i entered her room she was still in the shower i quickly put the flowers on the bed with the cake, and wrote a note' i always want to see your smile, don't be sad please, you're the best okay? i love you, i know you're smiling'

your 3ziz

Dana's POV:

i was done, i rapped my body with my towel and got into the closet room, i wore my black short with my YSL white shirt and dried my hair, and made it to a high ponytail, applied soft makeup after that i went to my room, 

me: AWWWWW 7BEEEEBBYYY

i saw a bouquet of red roses and my favorite red velvet cake. 

i read the note. My lips curved into a smile. 

me: 3ZIIZZ I LOVEE YOU WALLAAH' i shouted' 

i ran down stairs and searched for him, i didn't find him there, even he was not in his room. 

I checked his twitter account he tweeted ' heading back home' , my smile fainted once i read his tweet. 

I ran upstairs grabbed the cake and the flowers and took my bag and my car keys and ran downstairs, i rushed to my car, started the engine. 

i replied to his tweet ' you're not going anywhere, i'm coming home, NOW' 

i drove off quickly. It took several minutes until i reached our house, i didn't enter our house , but ran to 3ziz's house, i rang the bell, the maid opened it

me: hello rosie, 3ziz here? 

rosie: yes, he is at the leaving room with mama. 

me: okay thankyou, tell them i'm coming

rosie: okay you can enter. 

i walked into the house, i saw 3ziz in the living room with auntie shai5a his mom , faisal his brother and uncle bader his father. 

i kissed 5alti shai5a's and 5ali bader's forehead, and hugged faisal and 3ziz.. 

auntie shai5h: wainch mn ams? omch 5ayfa 7ail

me: r7t elshalaih.. 

auntie shai5h: lt3ydonha mra thanya*angry tone* 

me: inshallah, 3ziz t3al shwy bklmk. 

3ziz: gouly hny shfech? 

me: *my face turn red* aby aklmk brou7na! 

3ziz: gouly mafy shy yt5baa.. 

me: uf 5la9 wla shy, ast2thn 5alty.. 

i ran out side the house, i took the cake from my car and the flowers and entered our house.. 

i saw dad in the living room

dad: INTY WAINN KNTY MN AMS?*shouting* 

omg the first time he shouts at me, chy in a serious way!!!

me: knt fl shaliah.. 

dad: w m3a mn inshallah? 

me: g3dt shwy b3dain 3ziz ja! 

dad: Shhl m95rh? omch ams galt ly sh9ar 5la9 mn elyoum wray7 mafy 6l3a m3a 3ziz mfhoum? 

me: ybaa shno hw wld 5alty w 3la goultkm o5oy flr'9a3h *tears formed in my eyes* 

dad: 5la9 ana glt klmty w mara7 a'3yr rayy, w itha mb 3ajbch bra baity, a5r zmn, ana ma3ndy hl 5rabe6 7ub w ma7b! 

me: inshallah yba mara7 tshoufny b3d elyoum. 

i ran to my room, threw the flowers on the bed and put the cake on the table, i threw my self on the bed, i cried my heart out

'i must get a place and live alone' i repeated in my head. I stayed thinking of a place, 

'the pearl' i shouted 

yes my apartment in the pearl, my dad bought it for me when it was my 20th birthday. I packed quickly all my clothes, every thing i needed, then i headed to my mom room

i knocked the door 

mom: tf'9l

i ran to her an hugged her tightly, kissed her forehead. 

me: Mom take care of your self and of m7md.. goodbye 

mom: haaay crazy where are you going? 

me: some where far away from this house. 

mom: whaaattt? mb bkaifch 

me: i'm going now , let my dad explain everything he said to me, goodbye mom i love you. I'm coming back soon in a good time. 

i ran to my room and took my bag and headed to the elevator

DING 

The elevator door opened i hold on my two bags and walked about of the house, i headed to my car and put my bags in the tank, then i entered the car and started the engine and drove off to the pearl. 

When i arrived to my apartment that was in the pearl, i took my bags and entered, i switched on the lights of the apartment. 

'ugh shit mafy furniture' i mumbled to my self. 

i put my bags inside, took my clutch and locked the door. i headed back to my car, i drove off to villagio, so i can buy some electronics and furniture for my apartment.

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Chapter Five~

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as i said those words i drove off fast to the shaliah. I was crying my heart out like if there was no tomorrow.

i arrived to the shaliah i parked my car in the parking lot and entered the shaliah. i laid on the couch and sat there doing nothing except for crying.

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i laid there on the coach, crying nonstop,until the door was open wide. I wiped my tears quickly, and walked to the door, i saw 3ziz, i ran to him and hugged him tightly, i started crying again, i kept sobbing on his chest, i don't know how i'm going to survive without him, without his soft kisses, without his morning and night messages, without him telling me to change my outfit because its short, or without him telling me to not go out with my friends because he is taking me out. How can i forget his love and treat him like a brother, he is always different, he is to me like a mother and father, best friend , soulmate, husband, boyfriend , love, he is my life. He was always there, when i'm happy or depressed. How can i forget someone who gave me a lot to remember.Most of my clothes and accessories was from him or i bought it with him.Every single decision i made was discussed with him, he was always here for me helping me and trying to give me hope.

me: 3zi-zz, don't leave me alone please!, i love you please don't leave me..

3ziz: Shh 7yati 5la9, i'm here i promise i will never leave you*his eyes was filled with tears*

i was still hugging him , every time he backed off i get closer and tightened my grip around him, i don't want to live a life without him being with me all the time, being my boss, my hero, my man.

We spent our day sitting on the couch and watching tv, every while a hot tear found it way on my cheeks, 3ziz tried to help me forget and make me laugh, actually i laughed but from inside i was angry, hurt and broken.

I was laying on the floor my head was on 3ziz's lap,  i was afraid that he will leave me alone.

3ziz: Hmm

me: shfeek?

3ziz: i guess this is our last day together in our love..

me:*tears* yeah

3ziz: baby don't cry i promise i will always be with you, like your broth-

me: AHH 3ZIZZ DON'T CONTINUE, PLEASE STOP IT STOP IT!!*sobbing*

3ziz: this is reality, we must face it, my heart is broken into pieces but this is reality, we are not meant to be,i'm like brother to you!!

me: please stop it please*Breathing hardly*

3ziz: come here 7yati come

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me:.......

3ziz: what do you want for dinner?

me: nothing, actually not in the mood for eating

3ziz: no no baby you must eat..

me: i said mali 5lg

3ziz: okaay bra7tch

me: i'm so sorry wallah bs i'm not in the mood for anything

3ziz: its okay.

me: so my 3ziz, this is our last day?*tears*

3ziz: Ll2sf* he started to tear*

me: no no no, no tears , i will be all the time with you okay?

3ziz: 97

3ziz started singing:

weda3eya ya a5r lailh tjm3na, wda3eya, weda3eya a3z elnas wda3na, weda3eya, lailh w ya 3saha t3od lailh, 3sa allah y9br elmw3ood.....

he couldn't continue his voice was shaky, tears were falling on his cheeks making it way to fall on my shoulders.

i couldn't help but i cried with him, it was the first time i see him crying or broken or that weak, he was always hyper, funny and he always manage to keep other people smile and laugh

3ziz POV:

i love her!!! i dont know how i will survive without her, she is my all, i love her to death , i couldn't help it anymore , i let out my tears that was locked in my eyes..

Back to dana's POV:

The clock was strike 12:am , i got bit tired, i decided to sleep at the shaliah.

me: 3ziz i'm going to bed,goodnight..

3ziz: wait i'm coming with you

me: okay i will go change

i ran upstairs and got into my room, i slipped out of my outfit and took a quick shower, after that i put on my Pj's. After i was done 3ziz entered my room

3ziz: if you need anything i'm here..

me: thank you

And he left, i wanted to shout " stay with me" but all i said was silence i couldn't talk, actually still i didn't believe that was the last day for us....

i tucked my self in bed, i couldn't sleep, i was twisting every minutes i kept on thinking, flash backs attacked me, i couldn't help but i walked to the cupboard and got his 'Tomford' perfume, after that i headed back to my bed, i reached my bed, i sat cross-legs on the bed, i took the perfume and sprayed some of it on the bed, ah this smell, my fav. I put the perfume on the table next to me and laid back on the bed playing with my iPad.

3ziz's POV:

i couldn't sleeep, i was thinking of my new life, life that dana will be a sister to me, not my wife, not my soulmate, not my love , not my girlfriend anymore.

i let out a 'sigh'

i decide to take her scarf from my cupboard, i walked into my closet and got her scarf, i rapped it around my neck, breathing in the smell of her.

'i love you dana' i mumbled to my self. i couldn't help my self but i walked to dana's room uncontrollably, i entered her room without knocking the door, she wasn't sleeping, this was expected , since we both are broken now , how we will sleep tonight after what happened.

back to dana's POV:

i was about to get out and head to his room but he was faster than me and he came first,

3ziz: Hmm i couldn't sleep, can i stay with you or sleep here*sigh*

Me: sure

i felt the pain in his voice, i couldn't tell him to back off or go away, because i needed him more than my self..

3ziz: I7m can i join? *pointing on my bed*

me: Aked

he came and tucked his self beside me, i noticed the scarf that was rapped around his neck

me: ohh my scarf, tdry iny knt adwrh*giggling*

3ziz: do you remember when you slept over at my place? you forgot it there so i kept it

me: 7lalkk

3ziz: oh look someone stollen my perfume, dude i was searching for this perfume since forever..

me: *giggles* i took it when we was at dubai last month, you forget it in my bag...

3ziz: 7lalch

he managed to keep my smile even when i'm broken from inside.

i cried, i couldn't help but cried ,he laid me and rapped his arms around me, like giving me aside hug, i dug my head into his chest, breathing his scent, sobbing strongly, his heart was beating rapidly, i hugged him and kept my self in the same position..

i knew that i lost him, and i think it was like forever..

His hand was over my head , playing with my hair , i felt soo safe with him.

Me: i'm going to sleep ok?

3ziz: fine

 i was tired soo i dozed off to a deep sleep quickly..

3ziz's POV:

When she slept , i decide to sleep too. I stayed at my place, i just moved her up, until she was between my arms, i hugged her, and slept.

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previously :

3ziz: bgoolkm 5br!

all: '3rrdd

3ziz: hehe i7m, nawi a56b

HERE MY HEART WAS ABOUT TO JUMP OUT OF MY CHEST.

...................

all of them shouted: SHNOO?

3ziz: bl bl shwy shwy 3ly, eyh b56b, w7dh a7bha mn gbl w hy t3rf nfsha*he winked to me*

ahh thanks god i'm safe.

i blushed

m7md: *clapping* mangdr mangdr

3ziz: wayed 36aitk wyh trani*laughing*

Fahad: okaayy 3la hl 5br ana 3azmkm 3la m63m w b3dha bnrou7 elshaliah nswy sleepover, bs man6b b7r lw sm7tww*giggling*

all of us: OOKKAAAYYYY

we all ran and changed our clothes, i wore my black suit with my louboutin silver high heels , took my YSL silver clutch, applied soft makeup, made my hair into high bun.

i Ran to them in the garage, i forget to tell you, t3rfoun elar'9 elkberh ily tkoun feha akthr mn bait? w it have only one gate? yes chy our home its kinda in compound but kl el neighbors our cousins w grandmother house ily 9oub my mother family, like we are closer to them.

so let go back to the story, shall we?

i went to the huge garage that was filled with our cars

me: ANA BROU7 BSRYATY MN BTRKB M3AY?*i shouted*

suddenly i had a call from Emily , she is my friend from america , i met her when i was studying in america in high school , she is soo kind and lovely, she is my mate in everything, i'm soo close to her

me:Hello babyy

Emily:Hi honey

me: whats up?

Emily: everything is just fine , i wanna tell you i'm coming now from Dubai , i'm going to stay for 1 day, which means only today, can you pick me from the airport?

me: i will come flying to you give me several minutes, you must thank god that i'm dressed

Emily: okay i'm waiting baby

me: okay goodbye

me: 7mood brou7 i will pick Emily mn elairport, soo enjoy your time with them, bye bye big brother

i hugged him and ran to my Range rover, and drove off to the airport

...............................

....... aww welcome back baby i missed you*hugs*

......aw sweet heart, my dana i missed you way more i swear

me: so why you came back for one day only?

Emily: i only want to pick some of work in my flat and important papers, anyway i'm heading back to dubai tomorrow morning

me: ugh, i will stay with you all the day okay...

Emily: sure why not? and you can sleepover between

me: yyaaaayy i love you!

Emily: aww sweatieee i love you too, lets go..

i drove her off to her apartment

and stayed with her..

me: do you need help dude?

Emily: no thank you doll

me: your welcome, okay i'm going to get a quick shower and i will take a pj from your closet

Emily: its all for you

i sneaked out from my suit and jumped into the shower....

.............................

...... yma ana aby a56b

...... abrkha mn sa3a wallah int bs ashrr , km 3ziz 3ndy?

3ziz: yma abeech t56ben ly dana bnt 5alty

3ziz's mother: Ha?*her face became pale*

3ziz: wallah yma a7bha abeehaa, ana a7bha mn 3 sneen

3ziz's mother: bachr abekm intw elthnen

........................

..ahh fresssshhhhh

Emily: cutie come here lets sleep its 1 am , i have to wake up early

i jumped into the bed

me: okaayy goodnight

i stayed little bit and chatted with 3ziz then dozed to a deep sleep.

i woke up the next morning from the phone ring tone

me:hm*with a sleepy voice*

...... hala 7bebty yallah t3aly bsr3a omy tby tklmna m3a omch

me: 3ziz sh9ayr? everything is okay?

3ziz; yes bs yalla t3aallyy bsr3a

me: okay give me 15 minutes

3ziz: take care, drive carefully.

me: bye

i jumped out of the bed and changed my clothes into a black printed paints with my 'i love NY' extra large hoodi,

me: Emily, goodbye i have to leave*hugs*

Emily; take care baby

me: you too, enjoy your time and safe trip , i love you

i rushed down into my car and drove off to my place.

i went to 3ziz's house because my mother and his mother was there too.

me: Goodmorning

all: goodmorning

3ziz: yallah yma tell us shno knty btgolen?

3ziz's mother: mm

3ziz: dgeegh dgeegh, i will tell her first , mm dana i want to marry you would you accept-

3ziz's mother: 3ziz stop this, you both can't marry each other.

My jaw dropped.

3ziz: wwhh-aatt?*he chocked*

my mother: yes you both cant marry each other, int o5oha flra'9aa3aa!!

Tears filled my face

3ziz: WHAT? MN MTAA? TWKM T5BROONA? CHNKM MAKNTW T3RFOUUN INA I7NA N7B B3'9 MN ELHIGH SCHOOL!!! TWKM TTKLMOON?

3ziz's mother: i7na makna ndry inkm t7bon b3'9 bs klmkm kntw m3a b3'9 y3nie kna nshoufk m3aha mthl manshoufha hy m3a faisal w fahad w 6alal

me: TELL ME ITS A LIE , TELL ME ITS A JOKE PLEASE*crying my heart out*

me: MOM I LOVE HIM, YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO US, HE IS MY SOUL, MY HEART, MY HUSBAND, MY BEST FRIEND HE IS MY EVERYTHING, DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT DOES EVERYTHING MEANS?

i crashed down to the floor, i was sobbing and breathing hardly, my heart was beating rapidly. i felt soo down soo broken! how can they keep this away from us and don't tell us!!

i stood up and ran to the door

3ziz: n6reni bjy m3ach mali g3dh hny b3d.

i walked out of the house with 3ziz, i ran to my car and entered and locked the doors

3ziz: ft7y elbab tkfeen!

me: 5la9 5lny bs shwy tkfa i want to be alone.

as i said those words i drove off fast to the shaliah. I was crying my heart out like if there was no tomorrow.

i arrived to the shaliah i parked my car in the parking lot and entered the shaliah. i laid on the couch and sat there doing nothing except for crying.

Chapter three~

previously:

i laid between m7md and sarona, we watched a movie then we drifted into a deep sleep 

..

i woke up the next morning extra early, everybody was sleeping peacefully on the floor and m7md my brother was on the chair next to my bed, i walked to the bathroom and took a hot shower, i was done after 30 minutes. I dried my body with a towel and wore my D&G white shirt, with my black free city pants, made my hair to a high ponytail, applied some mascara and eyeliner, after that i went back to the room, it was 8am

 me:7mood, gom nam 3l bed*while pushing him gently*

m7md: Hmmm...

me:wakeup nam 3lbed, you will get backache 

i held his hand and helped him to standup i walked him and laid him on the bed.

m7md:dan t3aly sleep here with me its too early

me: it doesn't fit us

m7md: bla t3aly yallah*with sleepy voice*

me:okaayyi dragged my self next to him on the bed, he rapped his hands around me, i dug my head into his chest and off i drifted to a deep sleep. i woke up on 11'am feeling so hyper, i washed my face and went back to the room they all woke up except for m7md

6alal: hahaha you both looking so cute together on the bed hugging each other, most of siblings hate each other, alla y5lekm lb3'9

me: lol , shutup wallah 7ram he was sleeping on the chair

sara:see our dp tkfeen 

al3anoud: you will definitely like it

fahad&faisal: akeedd

me:allah ystr shno 7a6en

 i walked to the drawer that was placed near the bed and opened it an took my phone, i checked their bbm dp's.

me: YL7MEEEEERRR*laughing*

actually it was a photo of me and 7mod sleeping, he was hugging me and my hands was rapped around him

me: tra 3ady he is my brother

3ziz: Hahaha rg3

me: shutup ok?

munera: z3lw z3lw

me: okay bs 5lh ygom wallah byzfkm

m7md: shno mswen fy i5ty*in sleepy voice*

me: waay zain gmt, 7amod shoufhm m9wrenh w i7na naymen-.-

7amod: 5lhm ywloon m7treeen mnaaa

me: 97 klamk *giggling*

3ziz: a77 dgra 

we all laughed

3ziz: dano 3azmch 3la ryog yallah goomi

all: w7na?

3ziz: hy elmree'9h intw shtbon?*laughing*

m7md: 3lainaa hy mre'9h haaa?*wink*

 i threw the nearest cushion on him

me: yl7maaar chuubb okay?*in dl3 voice*

faisal: waaayy chubb okayy?*mimicking my voice* 

i threw the another cushion on him

me: uf mla'3a-.-!

fahad: yallah goumy 5nrou7 elbait 5l9t elawrag el7en tgdren t6l3en, yallah guys  imshw 3ziz w dano byjon 3gb

 they all packed and hugged me and went

m7md: yallah 7bebty take care rj3w bsr3a, 3n elhyataa

me: okaayy*blushes*

3ziz: way fdait el6ma6aa*he placed a kiss on my cheeks*

me: fdddwwaaa

7amood: EWWW GET A ROOM

3ziz : br3 bsr3a brr33

7amod: dgegh dgeegh 

he  went to the drawer and pushed it and wrote" M7md waass heree with 3ziz and dana, GOODDBYYEE"

m7md: haha now bye bye 

he went 

after he went we followed him and went to Laduree to get our breakfast me and 3ziz

he opened the door for me and held my hand

3ziz: yallah

me: Go ahead 

we entered laduree, sat down we ordered then we chatted little bit

me; yallah lazm nrj3.

3ziz: yallah i will pay 

he payed then we headed to his Bentley we drove off to my granny's, everybody was there.

We entered both of us, slmna 3laihm then we sat down with the teenages

sara: awww wa7shteeeeniii dano

me: hahahahah twny knt m3ach yl3yara*laughing*

sara: 9j matn36een wayh*giggling*

3ziz: bgoolkm 5br!

all: '3rrdd

3ziz: hehe i7m, nawi a56b inshallah  

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