Shogi wla l7'9a 6fa.. Chapter Five.. "Finale"

My story is coming to an end... every single thing in life has an ending... either it's a happy ending or sad.. and every ending is a new start... I think that this story will be the last story for now... maybe I will write again but not any time soon. I love every single person I've met through my  blog.. either we still talk or we don't.. but I really loved the experience... thanks all for the amazing motivation and support.. thanks for every one who gave up some minutes from their time to read my story.. thanks for everyone who used to comment on some posts... I truly luufffff you guyss tremendously!

BEAUTIFUL AISHA.. -128.. smile my girl..

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نمر بضروف كثيره... منها الصعبه و منها السهله.. منها الحلوه و منها المره.. و بعضها قدرنا نتغلب عليها و بعضها ليحين نصارعها.. غيابك عن ايامي مصيبه.. و فقدان سمعي لحسك بلوه! و فقدان ايدي لمصافحت ايدك داهيه.. و حياتي مندونك ماتنعاش و ماتنبغا! تمسكت فيك بكل مافيني! مابي تروح.. ياخوفي تنسانيي...

نكتشف في بعض الاحيان ان غياب الشخص نعمه.. مع ان غيابه صعب و لكن احسن من وجوده بكامل قواه ولكن من غيري او من دوني.. رب خير لم تنله كان شرا لو اتاك... و تحقق طلبي.. و صحيت.. و عافاك ربي.. و صرت احسن بشوي .. لكن تمنييت في لحظه انك ماصحيت .. استغفرالله.. صحييت و بعدت عن عيني! لكنك في قلبي! صحيت و رحت لبعييد برضاك بعد ماكنت قرييب غصبا عليك!

يردون قلت لازم يردون وين مني يروحون هذا طبع اليحبون يردون.. 

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T5rjtt.... wnt m7dd! t5rjt w ma7sait blfr7a! ma'9n fy 3gbk fr7..  m3 ina klhm kano mwjoden.. bas mkank mbyn 7aaill!! w7eed w 7ola a7baba.. y7s ina w7eed! 

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Shaikha " La trou7... mabi trou7! bshtaag lk! 5lkk m3ay.. m7taj lk!" 

5alifa: " Mabi t5aaf.. brj3 lch inshallaa.. w a5thch m3ai ll2bd! bs 9bri shwy at3afa w ard lch"

Glt ly mabi t5af.. mn youmha w ana a5aaf.. w mt2kd ink mn gbl 7ta matro7.. fkrt tnsani...

ytklmon w 3younhm mlyana dmo3  w rjfa f 9othm.. 

She bent down and hugged him for the last time.. a goodbye hug! 

Shaikha:" zain tkfaa 5lni aro7 m3aak.. tkfaaa" 

5alifa:" mabech tshofeni w' ana '93ef w mo gadr ashel nfsi .. w mabech tt3ben, l2n adri lw jaiti mara7 tnamen 3la ra7tch .. 5la9 omy w meshari o5oi kfaya" 

Shaikha:" tkfaa 3ad!"

5alifa:" 7bebty tkfain.. b3d km youm w3d aklmch w bgolch t3ali.. fhmeni"

Shaikha:" 6yb to9al blslama.. klmni awl mato9l.." She kissed his forehead and she said her goodbyes to 5alifa's mom and mishari.. and watched them walk away.. she left the airport and went to her car.. she stayed for a long time staring at the airport gates.. 3l w3saa y7n glbk y7n.. w trj3.. 

yasarg elglb rd ilgulb ly rdah.. la tro7 3ni w gulbi sjn 3aink.. 

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Flashback:..

....: Hello .. shai5a faisal? 

Shai5a: Yes? 

.....: I''m calling from the hospital.. i have a news. 

shai5a: what happened?

nurse: Can you please come right now?

Shai5a: What happened? is it about 5alifaa??

9r5t.. kl ily ga3den m3ai skto w shafoni mt5r3een

The nurse gave the phone to the other nurse who can speak arabic, 3shan tt9rf::

Nurse: ya shai5a ya 7bebty t3ali bsr3aa.. fy shy mohem..

Shai5a: 6mnenii shno feeh??

Nurse: 5alifaa...

ing63 el it9aal... b'3a gulbi ywgf 

Wgft bsr3a w d5lt syarty w mtjahla kl 7d.....  r7t el mstshfa 3la 6ool... nzlt w r7t ghrft 5alifaaa...

I shut my eyes tight... 9j ily y9err wla laa? 5la9 y3niee?

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97aaa...!! r7t laahh ... you're awake again... 

Shai5a:" 5alefaa sht7s fehh? fey shy y3wrkk? a7een a7sn 7bebii?" 

You couldn't say a word .. but you smiled a weak one..!

walla w t7gg mnaya shofo 7bebi m3aya.. 

“5alifa 7bebii ” 5alty jat trk’9 l3ndk… tlmk w tshkr rbhaa w t7mda.. 

shgdd kant s3adtnaa fy hl youum.. bas.. jet tby tgom w magdrt… w mn sa3t ma3rft w int 6oul elwgt m39b w t3ban.. lait’h feni wla fek… f3rog gulbi wla fek.. 

shalal n9fi gal el doctor w 5yb ‘9nona akthr.. gal mafi lk 3laj w eldoctor msafr.. w mafi ila tsafr braa.. w matbi ila omk w o5ok.. ily yr’9ek w yry7k kan eljwaab ily sm3ta mn ilkl.. bas il9mt syd elmwgf 3ndi.. w 5l9u el ijr2at w 7jzo lkk.. w ja wgt sfrtk w r7t..

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safrt w 3youni 3la ilhatff tnamm... w yfz gulbi kl ma ilhatf yrn! ma sm3t 9otk ya 7beebi mn ayaam w ilgulb ll'3ali yshtag w y7n!

Shai5a:" yma walla mo gadraa a9brr! 5la9 ana bro7 lh w mali 59 lw ybeni wla laaa"

All the family were setting on the dinning table having their lunch.

Mama mrym:" 7bebty hw galch mta bda y6eeb byklmch tro7een lah"

shai5a:" bas ana mrtaa!! mn 7gy akon m3ah fy klsh shy.. mfro'9 akon m3ah w hw t3ban mb youm y97a w y6eeb"

oboi:" Swi ily tshofenaa 7bebty klna m3ach.."

W m7d mthl oboi....

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7jzt 3la awl 6yara ilyoum ily b3daa 3la 6oll.. w maglt lah.. 76ait a'3ra'9ii w tmait ga3da lain el9b7 w r7t elm6ar m3 elsayg w 5l9t kl shyy w rkbt el 6yara... skrt jwali.. w ft7t el ipod.. w 76ait el sma3a..

Maw7shta? ma6raa ismy fy balh.. wla fl '3rba b3eed 9ar 3ni... ah ya landan 3lamah w kaif 7ala? mnho '3airh fl bshr 9ota w7shni? il'9baab ily 7jb 3ni 5yalh .. yshb'h blad'n sknha w mathkrni.. ist7alaa nftrg walla ist7ala .. adri bglba r'3m hatha y7bni.. Maw7shta? ma6raa ismy fy balh.. wla fl '3rba b3eed 9ar 3ni! mn 3youna artji w a6lb 3dala.. kaif w 3youna fl ma'9i ithb7tni! fy b7rhaa hmt w atmna w9alah yt3b i7sasi l2nh ma w9lni.. adri ina '3ayb w 93b'n mnalaa lw fgdth kaif gulba mafgdni?  a3shgh w ahwah w at5yl jmala.. il7beeb ily 3n el dnya mlkni ! Maw7shta? ma6raa ismy fy balh.. wla fl '3rba b3eed 9ar 3ni?... nadr il aw9af mn 7sna w dlala ishtyagi lh 3la '3fla f'97ni ! a9b7t landan 3naweeen ilrsala .. 7brhaa dm3i w my3ad iltmnni! Maw7shta? ma6raa ismy fy balh.. wla fl '3rba b3eed 9ar 3ni...? ah ya landan 3lamah w kaif 7ala? mnho '3airh fl bshr 9ota w7shni! 

G3dt shwy w nmt.. lain maw9lna the UK.... nzlt w 5tht shn6tyy w r7t elfndg!...
klmt 5alty w s2ltha 3n ilmstshfa! 5tht shower 6weeel... w lbst w 5l9t w r7t 3la 6ol el mstshfa! 5ft a93d... klmt 5alty mra thanya w s2ltha 3nk w galt ink fl3laj el 6bee3i.. glt an6r t7t lain matro7 '3rftk! g3dt fl coffee-shop lain ma nadani meshari... 93dt w gulbi b'3a y6e7 mn mkana mn il5of! 5ayfa iny ashofk w a'93ff w 5ayfa mn rdt f3lk! tgrebn 5ayfa mn kl shy! 6gait elbab w d5ltt... 
Kan wdi almk bguu... w agolk shkthr w7shtni! bas...

5alifa:"Inty shjaybchh? mo glt lch n6ri at9l lchh??" 

Shai5a:" la tg3d t9arrr55! y3nie int ryli w lw mawgft m3ak a7een mta bwgf? w y3nie shno by'9r lw g3dt m3ak! 7sbt ink btstans aw 3l agl btjaaml! shr'ha 3lai abek w mt3nya lain 3ndk w a5r shy ga3d t9ar55!"
Couldn't handle it any more.... 6b 6b 3lai w ana dmo3i skaba! 

6l3t bra bsr3a w g3dt 3l krsi w dmo3i mb ra'9ya twgf... asm3 meshari yzfk da5l! tstahl shwy zain! b3d km dgega gmt w '3slt wjhy w shrbt may.. w rj3t el'3rfa w 76ait shn6a 3la il6awla..

Shai5a:" 5alty hathi il ashya2 ily 6lbteha" ibtsmt w shwy w tnzl el dm3a...

5alifa:" shai5a n6ri la tro7en"

7grta w 6l3t w rdait el fndg... 

a7bs il3braat y'3rg da5li! laitni a'3rg w y'3rg be '3laak... fy '9merk ly 7ky maglt ly w fy '9meri lk 7ki glta wraak! 

Bdlt mlabsi w mn ilt3b nmt... w magmt ila 3la 9ot el jrs... shft el sa3a.. 2 elfjr! yma mn jay a7eenn! lbst jacket w 6lait mn elft7a el9ghera! 5ALIFAA!  ft7t el bab bsr3aa!

Kan wagf w mask 3kaz

Shai5a:" Shmgwwwmkk??" 3lait 9oty mn el9dmaaa

5alifa:" tra t3bt mn wgfaa d5leni la6e7 w ttwhgen feni yala" 

Tsnd 3lai shwi w g3d 3la elkrsi .. skrt elbab w rj3t lah

Shai5a:" shm6l33kk?? a9ln shmgwmk mn srer?? w shlon.. inshalla  jeet bro7k?? walla athb7k lw glt eeh"

76 eedh 3la fmy 

5alifa:" shh bas bas mahmni kl hay t3ali g3di awl"  

Shai5a:" Mabi.. gol shtbi yala 3shan arj3k mstshfa" 

5alifa:" g3dii jnbi" wla chny twni mtklma 

G3dt w 3aini ma6a7t b3aina klsh. 

5alifa:" 6al3eni lma aklmch" w rf3 rasi b2eda 

shftk wla 76ait 3aini b3aink.. 5ayf 3younk la tnadi 3youni w a5'93 w ana 3ndi 5'9o3i bydeek akbr m9eeba fe 3alm jnooni! 

okaaay ma y9y7 ya shai5a .. lt9e7enn! fj2a 3aini 9art klha dmo3 y3nie lw rmsht bnfjr 


5alifa:" ya5i lma agol shy yf'9l ina ynsm3 w ytnf'th.. w tmshi kllmty! walla il3'9em lw -"....

w skt w lmni bgo.... 
itha knt mt'9ayga aw eldm3a b3aini NEVER EVER 1- tgolon klmt  shfech. 2- don't dare and hug me.
Magdrt amsk el 9ai7a akthr... 97t w k2ni mn dhr mo 9ay7a... 6l3t kl shy feeni! 

5alifa:" Hey hey osshh la aksr rasch ma3ndna 7rem y9e7on" w7shni hl'3ba2.. w7shni hl hbl! w7shtni bkbrk! 

Skt w 5shait wjhi w '9lait lameta... 

5alifa:" bt9e7en btnaseeni ha? matn3ad el7rka la aksr rasch zain.. yala mshy dmo3ch btw95en jackety w elscarf 3add! a7ba mal 7beebtyy 36tni eyaah mn zman!" w '97kk....

rf3t rasi w shftaa.. el scarf ily 76aita bshn6ta gbl maysafr... 

Ana 7beebi bsmta t5jl el'9yy.. ra3i il3youn il na3sa rmsh'ha fay... 

Shai5a:" walla 7mar trak y3niee jaya w mt3nya w bas tzff" w rdt t9ee7..

5alifa:" asfen yba 7gch 3laina walla madri sh9ar lma shftch.. t3rfeni y3nie ma7b agol shy w maytnf'th.. y3nie walla a7bch bas walla 9ayr kla m39b sam7eeni" He hugged shai5a tighter.. 

Ana kly asf lly bdr mni mn alfa'9i gsait brdt af3aali w zwdt mn 3yar shwy.. ana majet a3atb blmlaam w aft7 ilma'9i... mfatee7 il3fo 3ndk 3sa bah mn n9eebi shyy

5alifa:" mfatee7 il3fo 3ndk 3sa bah mn n9eebi shyy?" '3naha w ibtsmm...

Shai5a skttt... 

5alifa:" zain ma3jbtch? hmmm ..."
"la t9eer mal7 bl hajr w int skr... sam7 tra mafi ajml mn ily ysaam7!" 5tha eedha w basha... 

Shai5a:" msam7k ya 7bebi mhma gseet 3lay... gulbk 3arfo aby'9 w klk 7sn neya! w ma56rt lgulbi slwa t7edo 3nk! ma mmkn a3atbk w ya5th 5a6ri mnk .. ana 3arf 59amk w 3'9bk fy klamk! ma mn jwa gulbk kla 3la lsank... msam7k ya 7beebi msam7k!" 


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AFTER 3 MONTHS. 


Meshari:" 5la9 5l9to? kl shna6km jahza?"

Shai5a:" Aywa 5l9t shna6na w nzlohm.." 

5alifa:" Yma t2kdi mansainti shy! a3rfch 3glch fl do7a 3nd 7beb ilgulb oboi.." w '97kk bgww....

a7b 9otk nbrtk shklk klamk '97ktkk!.... b3d gulbi hl 7ss..w hl9ot... 

5alty:" yoz 3ni 5alfoh" 
mskeena tst7t!::

Swaina checkout w r7na ilm6ar w 5l9na kl shyy w rkbna il6yara.. g3dna ana w 5alifa jnb b3'9... w 6art il6yara..

5alifa 5tha eedha w basha 
5alifa:" Allah ya5thk mnhm... wla ya5thni mn ydk wla ya5th '3lak w 3mrk il '3ali w tbga ly"...

Shai5a 6l3t il ipod malha w 5tht sma3a w 36t 5alifa sma3a... 

"7ub w '3ram w 3a6fh shogi wla l7'9a 6faa... wsh a7la mn hatha il3mr? damk m3i ma al6fa! '3rk 7neya 7beebi... i7'9ni mn gbl la ashtki .. 3lmni wsh m3na ilfr7 m3ak wshlon ag6fa? il7ub a3esha bas m3aak w a7b 7b mn wfaak .. r3ak allah ll2bd ya ajml awgat ilmlak! ana m3ak ya ab3d greeb mhma 3n 3youni t'3eeb m3ay tbgaa w alm7kk roz ws6 gulbi hwaak.. ayami grbk tbtsm w ma ash3r bl7'9at alm.. kl il7ya bkbrha la 7zn wla ham.. ta5thly lk kl ildrob mn gal ana 3nk btob?....
 7ub w '3ram w 3a6fh shogi wla l7'9a 6faa wsh a7la mn hatha il3mr? damk m3i ma al6fa!  "..... 


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Shogi wla l7'9a 6fa.. Chapter four

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK FAHDAA FOR ALL THE MOTIVATION! LW HY M7D CHAN MAKTBT:: Yazench inty w 7ntch bass... love you soo much!
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-142 BEAUTIFUL AISHA... SMILEE!!

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اربع سنين مرت... مرت و انا مسجونه في ايطار حبك... في قلبك! اسيره للذكريات.. اربع سنين و كل الورود الي كانت حولك في اول يوم من طيحتك ذبلت.. و تغلب عليها اليأس.. الا انا! اربع سنين انتظر.. انتظرك تصحى لو دقيقه! اربع سنين و كنها دهر! اربع سنين مابين المستشفى و الجامعه... و مابقالي غير كم شهر و اتخرج! و انت ليحين مو جنبي.. جنبي! بس قلبك مو معي .. جنبي بس ما وفيت بوعدك الي وعدتني اياه اول ما ادخل الجامعه... جنبي بس جسد بلا روح حيّه! جنبي بس ما ادري لو راح تحضر تخرجي ولا لا... جنبي جسد! بس بدون الروح الجميله الي كانت مجمله هالجسد.. جنبي.. بس ماقدر اسمع صوتك الي يشفيني من التعب.. جنبي بس ماقدر احكي لك عن الي يصير معاي و تضم ايدي بين ايديك و تأكدلي ان الدنيا حلوه.. وان ولا شيء يسوى!...

والله لو ان الروح لو ترضيك فدوه! و الله لو البكاء يفيد و يرجع لي خليفه.. كان بكيت بدموع كل هالعالم.. لو ارجع ثواني بس قبل الحادث و امنعك انك تطلع! لو لو لو.. وش تفيد اللو فيه؟ ببقى معك.. اساندك و اساعدك و انتظرك... اخبرك تحب النوم! بس مو هالكثر.. بسك حبيبي اصحى اشتقت لك... كافي اربع سنين من دونك!   وش هالنوم.. اذكر كنت ماحب نومك.. ياخذك مني! و ازعل و تقوم من السرير تغسل وجهك و تشرب قهوتك و تقولي و تطمني (يخسي النوم دامج سهرانه معاي اليوم)... وحشتني .. قد ما احبك و اكثثرر! اصحى.. تكفى اصحى.. ليتني هاللحظه اقولك اصحى تزعل .. وتضحك كل مره اقولك هالجمله.. و ترد( خبل ازعل منج؟)  

تمنييت اني اقولك اصحى تزعل و تضحك ولا اترجى انك تصحى من هالنوم و تتجاهل من غير قصد! اليوم تكمل رابع سنه.. و انت نايم على هالسرير.. و انا جنبك.. امسك ايدك حييل و اضمها.. و لساني ما يخلا من الدعاء لك! و من غير ما صوتك الحنون يرد ب امين! اشتقت لك.. يخرب بيت هالنوم.. بسك قوم! اشتقت لك.. 

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Routeni momel w mayt'3yrr.. agom el9b7.. aro7 eljam3aa.. ard elmstshfaa... w nadr a6l3 lw bghait shy '9rori.. kl shy asweh fl mstshfaa.. 7ta nomty fl mstshfaa.. bas arj3 elsbt elbait a6l3 ly mlabs 7g isbo3 .. w arj3 elmstshfa 

mgdr 3la b3dk dgega! 

5l9t drasaa 7g a5r imt7anen.. mn el3adaa gbl manam a6l3 mlabs 7g eljam3aa.. 

 اكبر مشكله اذا كل شيء بحياتنا يرتبط بشخص.. حتى ملابسنا! بعض الاحيان.. 

6l3t ly leggings with Givenchy Bambi sweatshirt .. and my lady dior mini bag.. and my pink christian louboutin heels...

She went and laid on the sofaa.. and slept! she woke up the next morning.. went to the bathroom.. applied some make-up to cover her pale face.. and started to get dressed...

she wore the sweatshirt..  w awl shy 6ra 3la balhaa.. that old memory.. 

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Fahad : wallaa mo 7lo chna mal yhaal

Shai5a: 5a6rriii feeh abeh.. mn zmaan adwrraa! 

5alifa: ma3laich mna hl mynon sh3rfa? 5theh 5theh

meshari: int kl shy shai5a tgola twafg 3laih fa mayn3rf lkk

alzain: zaiin 5la9 itha tbeh 5lha ta5thaa 

shai5a: a3rf fahod kl malbsa ra7 yt6nzz

5alifa: y5sii damni mwjoddd.. bas bgolcch

shai5a: ltgoli mb 7lo tkfa

5alifa: la la bas shlon '3zal tlbs 9ort '3zaal? 

shai5a: 7beeeebii!

She flew him a kiss and went to pay..

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 kl malbs hl sweatshirt.. tnadeni "Bambi"... I no more can hear your beautiful voice..

Kmlt w lbst my leggings ily kl malbsa tzfni l2na "'9yg" ..

Lbst my heels.. those heels! ily mhma y9er mara7 ag6hm! r'3m ina kan ra7 nro7 feha bsbthm..

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"5loofff mn k3baa hay?" yousef  5alifa's father said with a loud tone while holding a high heel ily lgah fy syart 5alifa

"Ha ybaa madri" w hw ydri w 3aarf 3dl..

" y3nie shno bymshi bro7a lain syartk?"

"allah yhdeha shai5o w'hgtni" 5alifa yklm nfsaa b9ot wa6i

"shgltt?"

" la slaamtkk yba"

"zaiinn goli mn k3baa?" matnsa yba matnsaa..

" yba  hay k3bi ams knt 6al3a m3ah w knt mwdya n3al w hl k3b w f95ta l2n 3wrni" Fdaaitt zayoonnn w chthbhaa

"eh 9777 twni t'thkrtt" a7la trgee3a::

w skttt yousef , wh!

ra7 3nd zayon " shukraaaaaaaan a7bcch ya a7la i555ttt" hms lha

" der balk mra thaanya" '97ktt w 5zta knha ts2l mn wain ja hlk3b 

"lt5zeen knt 6al3 m3a shai5aa w r7na el b7r w 36ait'ha my flip flops w nst tbddl w nst k3bhaa!"

"int maattobb?"

"osh osh bss" gam w ra7 el syara w klm shai5aa w gal lhaa g3dt t'977kk

abee3 3mri lbsmtk, w ilro7 fdwt '97ktk w ilmot klah n'9rtkk! 9otk l2ahati dwa!

"zain ma nthb7tt bass" 

"smlaa 3laik yaklb ltgol chy"

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ياليت الزمن يرجع.. و ترجع هذي الذكريات... 

I got dressed.. had my hair rest freely on my shoulders.. took my notes and my bag.. gave you a kiss on your forehead and headed to the university.. 

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3adda elyoum b5airr.. swait zain fl imt7aan il7mdellaaa... 

Nouf: shai5a t3ali m3ana bnt'3da bra klna dam 5l9naa imt7anat..

Nouf is one of shai5a's friend.

Shai5a: asfa 7bebty magdr lazm aro7 elmstshfaa! 

Nouf: shd3wa 3ad mara7 y9er shy mara7 nt25rr! yala 3add

Shai5a: mra thanya inshalla walla magdrr .. a5af  ygom 5alifa w maylga 7d w y9er shy.. mabi la 

Reem: Shd3wa y3nie elryal fy '3yboba mn arb3 sneen.. w lma bt6l3en bygom? 

klamhaa... kna sm yjri fy 3rogii... skeen in63nt feeh.. 

Shai5a: lma tfgden '3ali thek elsa3a bt3rfen shlon elsh3orr..

5laithm  w r7t elsyara! w asm3 9ra5 nouff.. w hy t3atbha 3la klamha... 

كل شيء مثل أول أبد على ماتحب
كل شيء مثل ما كان نفس العتب والتعب
وأعيوني على البيبان
ناديت أحبك رديت الجدران
مافي شي جديد أذكرة الآ أنتظاري فيك
وقلبي ينادي بـ وله رد الله يخليك
كلامهم لا حكو عندي وجا طاريك
قالو لي وينك ؟ ناسيك أو زعلان
كل يوم نفسة يمر ماردو الغياب
والشوقن ماجرح يذبح بدون أسباب
لا ماتعبت أنتظر أنت ماتعبت أغياب
كأن المسافة عمر وأحساسي لك بركان.....

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Mabga 3la t5rji ila isbo3een.. w grrrt a6l3 adwr ly bdla 7g el t5rj... I searched in every single shop... malgait shy! glt bachr bro7 adwr mra thanyaa.. 5tht 3sha.. w r7t bait omy maryam.. damhm klhm hnak w mn zman 3nhm..! 

wgft el syara w twni abi ad5l jwali yrn.. rgm '3reeb.. 7grta w d5lt.. g3dna w t3shaina.. w it9l elrgm mra thanya.. rdaittt

....: Hello .. shai5a faisal? 

Shai5a: Yes? 

.....: I''m calling from the hospital.. i have a news. 

shai5a: what happened?

nurse: Can you please come right now?

Shai5a: What happened? is it about 5alifaa??

9r5t.. kl ily ga3den m3ai skto w shafoni mt5r3een

The nurse gave the phone to the other nurse who can speak arabic, 3shan tt9rf::

Nurse: ya shai5a ya 7bebty t3ali bsr3aa.. fy shy mohem..

Shai5a: 6mnenii shno feeh??

Nurse: 5alifaa...

ing63 el it9aal... b'3a gulbi ywgf 

Wgft bsr3a w d5lt syarty w mtjahla kl 7d.....  r7t el mstshfa 3la 6ool... nzlt w r7t ghrft 5alifaaa...

I shut my eyes tight... 9j ily y9err wla laa? 5la9 y3niee?

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Shogi wla l7'9a 6fa.. Chapter three

THIS POST GOES TO AISHA W. -154 beautiful.. love you!!
ENJOY THE POST GUYS.. 
W eeh tra elg9a ma'9n bt3di 10 chapters.. agolk mn el7eenn:: 
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Ra7t ft7t el bab w el9dmaa ilkbera ina kan fy 7d wagf 3nd elbab... w mn el9dmaa shai5a 9r5t w 9a7t  w kl ily kano mwjoden rk'9o 3ndhaa m3a ina 3arfen ina aked mo 5alifa bas ra7o yshofon w shafo mn kan wagf.. ! wjh matwg3o yshofonaa...klsh!


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YESS GUYSS 5ALIFAAAAAAAAAAAA.....

Shai5a: ana ilw7dea ily ashofa wla 9j wla shnoo??
7st bsh3or 7ail ghreebb!!
kl 7d tgreban mtfaj2 w ily y9ee7 w ily m9doom! 

5alifa: shfekm hl kthr w7shtkmm? w eh shraykm fy drajttti tra Harley Davidson ajdd shy twh'm mnzleenhaa! 5thta lma w9lt gbl shwwyy 
  
Rk'9t lah shai5a w lmta bgwaa! 
Shai5a t9ee7 w t3li 9othaa: intt 7yy? ma mtt!! ma int7rt mthl magalooo?? 5alifaa shlonn bjnnn fhmni! 

5alifa rd lmha w hw m9dom w mo fahm shly y9eer
5alifa: shfeekm mn maatt mn intt7rr ? kani wagf hny knt msafrr dubaaai!

om 5alifa t9e7 w ra7t msktaa : d5loh d5loh daa5ll!..

D5lo da5l w kl 7d lai7en m9dom .. g3do w hdu shwy

Obo 5alifa: 5alifa fhmnaa! wain knt!! a9ln shlon 7yeet i7na dfnaak b2eednaa

5alifa: yba allah yhdek y3nie ana jnyy mthlnn?? a9ln maknt fl do7aa.. int lma zfaitni 3shan aji asht'3l 3ndkm fl shrka 39bt w  6l3t w maklmt 7d ila shai5a w makant trd.. w b3dha mrait rfeji m7md  w 7jzt 6yara w hw kan f syarti hw ily 5thahaa! w nsait jwali flsyara makan m3ai ila boki w jwazi basss..  w a7en b3d shwy bklma bshof waina!

i5t 5alifa reema t'3yrt mlam7ha mn awl ma6ra ismaa .. m7md! 

ydthm maryam: la 7awl wla gowa ila l'laah! 3yl m7md ho ily maat! l2na kan fy syartk...

reemaa mn sm3t hl klaam.. glbha tg633! mafkrt fy hl shy klsshh.. l2n kant z3lana mna w kl 3ada isbo3 aw km youm mayklmon b3'9 f 7sbt ina 3addii.. mafkrt fey hl shay klsh.. dmo3ha shwy shwy tnzll alzain i5t'ha w shai5a 3rfo.. maydron ywasonha w y9e7on m3aha wla yfr7on ina  5alifaa rj3 ..

5alifa: yma shtgoleen? shfeha eedaa! m7md aked ma matt.. gal byn6rni ajy 3shan nro7 il shalaih.. shd3wa a9ln ma ysweha may5leni! ydri ma3ndi ghaira rfej! 

Obo 5alifa: lma 6l3o el jtha mn elsyara kant mshw'ha l2na shbt elsyaraa w i7rgt .. w lma 6l3oh kant eda mjro7a .. 3rfo inha 7alt int7arr.. w l2nha syartk w kl el ashya2 tdl ina inta f 7sbna ink int ily mt.. bas el7mdella!

5alifa: yba shno el 7mdellaaa???  yba rfeji raaa7! raaa7!
39b w 6l3 bsr3a w sh'3l drajtaa.. 

om 5alifa: 5alifaa in6rr in6rr !! 5alifaa

bas mafad el klaam kml w 6l3 bsr3aa... 
kan ysogg b asr3 ma3nda.. w kl mayt'thkrr klam ydtaa.. w oboh yzeed sr3taaa.. t'hwra w9l ldrjt ina 6af ishara 7mraaa.. w fy nfs il7'9a mrt syara msr3aaa.. w d3mtaa.. ee .. d3mt 5alifa! 
5alifa b9ob w  drajta b9oob... 
5alifa fgd w3yaa w 9a7b el syara klm el is3aaff w y7awl yg3daaaa.. bas mafaddd....

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Fy bait obohm jassim:

mama maryam: ya allaa 3la wldkmm ! 6ol 3mraa 6ayshh w kl shy bsr3a bsr3aa! klmo om m7md shofo lw w9l wla laa..

" inshalla"

Alzain ra7t  wklmtha..

alzain: alo hala 5altyy

om m7md: hala 7bebty sh5barch

alzain: el7mdellaa.. 5alty bghait as2lch 5alifa w9l 3ndkm?

om m7md: smla 3laich 7bebtyy! 5alifa 3nd ily a7sn mna t3wthy mn bless

alzain tswi mute w tklm ily ga3den 

alzain: weh matdrrii!! w3lya shlon agolhaa ina wldha hw ilyy maattt? yma t3ali ana malii 59 

w 7thft el jwal 3laihm

Om 5alifa klmtha w shr7t lha el mw'9o33.. w ll2sf makan fy shy tsweh ghair inha tgolha el9j! w ina wldha m7md hw ily twfaa.. ma9dgthm w inhart w skrt el jwal bsr3aa...

ma3rfo shno yswon ghair ina yn6ron 5alifa yrj33... 
w mar el'lail w 5alifa marj3! bas el fjr jahm it9aal

Meshari: aloo.. eeh n3m hatha bait 5alifaa rashid.. shfeeehh???  zain ay mstshfa? 6yb 6yb msaft 6reejj m3 slamaa..

Shai5a:  Shfeeeh 5alifaaa???

Meshari: 5alifa swa 7adth... w hw fl mstshfaa.. w 7altaa klsh mo zainaa! 

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5alifaa: goleeha goleeha yala 3ad shai5o 5laa9 9arlna 4 sh'hor goleha:( 

shai5a: 5lof iskt bas ig3d yala 3n elynoon

5alifa: Tra agom w aro7 a'9b6li w7da w a5lech!

shai5a: a7bk a7bk 5laa9 zain chy irtt7t?

5alifaa: 7yati intyy ya ktkot shrss .. amot fech anaaa!

Shai5a: bro7na twna mftken mn hl3ada el 5aysa b3d tro7 7g elbnat mra thanyaaa? 

5alifa: walla at'3shmr m3ach shfeech!  3ndi ghairch anaa? 

اسمعك كمل كلامك بعد احبك ايش قلت؟ تحسب اني يوم اطالع غيرك اني ماسمعت؟ لا وربي ماتنهدت ماتصدد ماثقلت.. اسمعك و اشوف غيرك  واحمد الله اني معك..

5alifa: asm3k? w ashof '3airk w a7md alla iny m33kk... 

Shai5aa: zain 5laa9 3addd walla ast7yy

5alifa: tra klsh maynf3

5zta shai5a..::

5alifa: Agolch ktkoot shrss.. zain yala 5l9i 39erch nrj3 elbait fy shy lazm asweeh

Shai5a: Allah ystr bas zain yala gom

5alifa: yala 7bebty


Rj3ww elbaaitt 

5alifa: ro7i fog bsr3a w jebi el swara ilyy 5th'tha lcch

Shai5a: zain thwani

Ra7t w jabt el box kamll.. sm3t klama w malbsthaa mthl ma6lb..
rj3t d5lt el syara w skrt elbab 

Shai5a: haaak .. 

6l3 el swara mn elbox w lbsha iyaha w skrha w 5tha mfta7 w bas edha

5alifa: Albsch ilshbka inshalla 

Shai5a: 7yaaatiiii! zain 36ni el mftaa7?

5alifa: y9er 5airr.. yala nzli elwgt t25rr 

Shai5a: way 3neeedd

5alifa bas 5dha : yala bra3 bra3 bro7 elbait anam 
w '97kk.. 

5zta w nzlt .. t2kd inha d5lt w 7rkk... 

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Shai5a's mother shook her a bit .. and caused her to wake up from that beautiful dream/flashback.. 

Om shai5a: 7bebty yma shai5a gomi rdi elbait.. 9arlch sbo3en fl mstshfaa ma6l3tyy.. itha  9ar shy aw gam 5alifa bng3dch 3la 6oull.. w klna m3aah

Shai5a: Yma glt lkm mara7 a5leh dgega zain lw shno y9err!

Om shai5a: bra7tch 7bebtyy..! 


Yess 5alifaa is in a coma.. maydron mta by97a.. isbo3en? sh'hr? shhren? sna wla sneen! alla il3aalem.. 

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Shogi wla l7'9a 6fa.. Chapter two

Ignore the spelling mistakes magraita:cc! LUFFF YOU ALL! ENJOYYY....

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"Shai5o yalaa ray7een tra" Fahad kl 3ada may5li il wa7d ylbs 3la ra7ta

" walla el3'9eeem jaya whh in6r bas a76 el eyeliner w ajek walla w3d bsr3aaa"

" dgegteen w aro7 3nchh"

" zain bas fkni mn 7nttk "

I applied my eyeliner quickly, grabbed my bag and headed to fahad's car.

"sna snaa"

" chub bass"

Mraina m63m w b3dha r7nna el shalaih 3la golthmm fy mfaj2aa.. so yeah kl 7d ytym3 fl shalaaih , w9lna w d5lnaa slmna w kan fy nas ma3rfhm ..

" Mashallaa shai5a kbrttyyy" Fy wa7d ma3rfa kan wagf jnb 5ali yousef

"mn int a9ln?"

"Afaa nsaiteenii? ana 5alifaa wld 5alch ya klbaaa your  childhood friend" He frowned

"gooll walllaaa??" 9rr55t

"yahl akthbb 3laichh yaklbaa?"

She walked to him and hugged him soo tight

"ya klbb w7shtni walla wallaaa"


Khalifa is shai5a's cousin.. m3aha mn 9'3rha!  bas ra7 kml el thanaweya fl imarat  m3a 3yal 3mta w 3mamh w kml jam3a w a7en twa raaj33.. w mn youm masafr mashfta!

*Lets talk a bit 3n 5alifa's family... hw thani  wa7d fl3a2laa.. 3nda i5teen alzain and she's married w 3ndha bnt w she's the eldest b3daain 5lefa w b3dain reema w mo mtzwja mt5rja mn jam3a bas ma tsht'3l l2na mashalla oboha 3nda 5air fa mat7taaj a7en.. w her twin is meshari.. hm mt5rj bas ysht'3l w mo mtzwj. omh badria w 6ybbaa! t7b 5alifaa tmott 3laih m3a ina msh a9ghr wa7dd  w mdl3ta 3dl. w oboh yousef.. 39bi shwy bas 6yb w rza w y7b 3yala w dlo3ta reema!*

"wnty akthr 7bebtyy" 

g3dw shwy w jlso yt'3don w b3dha bdlo 3shan ynzlon b7rr.. 

" Ana w shai5o b jetski wa7d" 5alifa gaall..

"3la kaifkk? abi bro7i"

" chub m3aai" 

"zain"

kl wa7d  5tha el jet ski malh w ana w 5alifa fy wa7d w chyk 3laih w 3ba petrol w g3dt gdam w hw wra w r7na 

"waiin tbeen nro7?"

"hm madri kaifkk" 

" kaifi mt2kda?"

"3n elynon lw sm7t"

"Nshoof"

He drove superfast w kan mfro'9 ylef w inglbnaaa

" ya 7ywaan sh3rrii"

"aya 3laich yl dlo3a"

" 7mdella jwali mo m3ai"

"Weehhhh jwalliiii fy m5baaay"

"tstahl"

"El7een noro w f6om w 3ashoo shlon aklmhm?"

" mn kl hathol? ma3ndk ila i5teeen zaina w reema"

"ha la wla 7d bas rfejaty"

"rfejatk yaklb? wow"

Skt w 3dl eljet ski w rkbt w rkb wraay w tmaina 6ol elwgt  sakteen.. 

"nrj3?"  khalifa asked 

" ehh zain yala el7en fahod o5oi ysndrni"

Rj3na el shalaih w kant already elshms ga3da t'3eeb nzlna mn eljetski  

"Bt6l3on wla btg3don hni?"

"Intyy amri shno tbeen?" Oboi ibtsm 

"Madri wallaaa" 

" N6l3 nt3shaa klna dam 5lof rj3 shraykm?" Alzainn smiled 

"tslm ly afkaarch! 7lu"  5alty badria om zaina w 5alifaa galtt.

"zain atsb7 bsr3a w abdl w ajii" I ran upstairs, took a quick shower , got ready, applied my make-up, grabbed my bag w nzltt. 

" tra mara7 nrj3 hny fa kl wa7d bsyarta" 

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Kna ga3den flm63m w ma5then a6wl 6awlaaa ::

Lets talk about shai5a's family
Shai5a bas 3ndha o5o wa7d ily ho fahad, w omha 79a w oboha faisaal.. ma3nda 5wal bas 5alten , ily hm badria om 5alifa w zaina w reema w meshari w 5altha najla mtzwjaa bas ma3ndha 3yal w tdrs bra.. ydh'a jassim w ydtha maryam. 

Shai5a: "Ana bgom a'3sll edi" 

5alifa: " 7taa anaa"

Gmna w r7na el 7mam ily kan 3bara 3n m'3sla bas 

6l3na 3shan nrd el6awla w mraina 3la 6awlt bnaattt 

5alifa: " of of sh'hl jmal?" 

Shai5a: " 5alifa iskt ltfshlna"

5alifa: " yl3n 5air jmaalccchh" 

Shai5a: " 5alifa sh'hal m95ra tra 3ndk 5wat w bnat 5alh, itha mawgft walla agol 7g baba jassim w obokk yt9rfon m3ak" 
She left him standing alone and walked to the table, '9lt sakta 6ol elwgt! 
b3d ma5l9o ra7o ytmshon w d5lo  cartier 5alifa w reema w fahad 

shai5a: "Fahood nadi oboiii abeeh" knt 7a6a 3aini 3la swaraaa! abeehaaa :(

Fahad:"oboi w ilbagi rj3ww amrii shno tbeenn m3a inch matstahlen"

Shai5a: "Fahodd abehaa w b6agti 3nd omiii" ashrt 3l swara 

Fahad: "bachr t3ali m3a oboi w 5theehaa mara7 a5th lch iyaha 3ndch nfsa gold ya dlo3aa" 

Shai5a: " o5o 3la ilfa'9i bass?" 

5alifa:" shfeha shtby?"

7grtaa w g3dt ashoff w m7d 5tha shy w 6l3na

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5alifa's POV:

shd3wa 39bbtt bas 3shan aklm bnaat! mn hy a9ln 3shan tz3l w t39b! ghreba hl insanaa walla! zain shlon ara'9ehaaa? mafi ila a5th lha el swara inshala tr'9a.. lma 6l3na r7na parking lot glt lhm nset jwali fl m7l bro7 w bjeba w into ro7o m3a fahad .. r7t bsr3a el m7l w glt lhm y36oni el swara w y'3lfonha 5tht el kes w r7t el syaraa w r7t lbaithm ily kan mgabl baitna.. dget el bab w dshait , 5alti kant fl9ala s2ltha 3n shai5a w galt inha f'3rftha ro7 lha.. r7t lha fog w kant ga3da 3l srer w 3la laptopha.. 

5alifa:" shai5o" 6gait bab w rfsta w d5lt 

shai5a:" shwy shwy 3la babii! shtbbi jay hnyy?"

36aitha el kes

Shai5a: " shno hay?" 

5alifa:" ft7yy w shofi" 

Ft7t'ha  w wjhaa jad priceless, m9domaa

Shai5a:" laish klft 3la 3mrk?

5alifa: la klafa wla shyy

shai5aa: shukran wayeed

5alifa: r'9aiti

shai5a: shwy, tra mabek tl3b 3la bnat elnas w y9er chy b5watkk aw fena tra dnya dwara walla w matdri shno y9er w 7ram 3laik y3nie 

5alifa: shswy 3ada ma3rf ab6lhaa

shai5a: mafi shy isma ma3rf, lw tbi ana asa3dk

5alifaaa: okay itfgnaa

shai5a: okaay yala a7een ims7hm klhm w kl 9wr lw 3nddkk 
w g3dt th'thr

5alifa: zain zain bas fhmtt 

shai5a: 3rft shno tswii?

5alifa: at2sf mnhm w ams7hm  w b3dha aksr rgmi w a6l3 rgm jdeedd w lma aro7 mjm3at 3aini bl ar'9 w mali d5l fy 7dd

shai5a: aywaa sha6rr

She smiled, mashalla 3laiha t'3yrt wayed! g3dt a6al3haaa.. beautiful small eyes, straight nose, perfect cheekbones, beautiful light brown long wavy hair! 

Shai5a: hay bskkk 5zz w3 tra 

5alifa: malt 3laichh! zain sm3i la tlbsen elswara lain magolch

shai5a: y3nie bas chy shareha decor mthlnnn?

5alifa: inty goli inshalla w krmeni bskotch 

Fl3t 3laiha m5da w 6l3t bra bsr3aaa

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Mom: Shai5a 7bebty gomi lbsi 3baytch w nzli t7t 
Shai5a's mother voice brought her back to reality... brought her back from the lovely flashback! 

skt ma3rf shgoll... 3aini mlyanh dmo3! mabi anzll... shlon a7'9r 3za a'3la shy! tmait a6al3 elswara ily mn lbsni iyaha maf95tha! 
Gmt 3gb km dgega w lbst bn6lon aswd w gme9 aby'9 foghm 3baya w nzlt..

"Weee 7bebtii twhm malchen , alla y9brch, fl jna inshalla ttlagon, mamdahm yswon 3rshm alla y9brhaa" 

mmknnn ysktoon?? 5laaa99!! 5alifa ma matt! ma matt! laish mo ra'9een yfhmonn??

g3dt sakta 6ol elwgt w maska dmo3i.. ashof 5alti badria w ytg63 gulbii 3laiha! 9ar n9 elail w nas 6l3ww.. w tmaina bro7naa.. el ryayel jaww mn elmjls.. w fahad g3d jnbi lmnny mn 9ob w bas rasi..

Shai5a: y3ne 5la9 mafi 5alifa?? mafi a7d y2theni kl dgegten yt9l? mafi 7d yjebli ily abeh? mafi 7dd y'hawshni lw 97t? mafi 7d y'97k 3la kl shy agola? mafi a7d daymn m3aii?? 
Kant shai5a t'hms 7g fahad w gulba ytg633 akthr w akthr 3la i5taaa.. 

tm el3zaa 4 ayam w fy a5r youm bas kano elgrab lhm mwjoden... 
9ar el fjr w kano klhm ga3den.. 

Shai5a kant twha nazla mn fog fa el drj jnb bab el md5l.. kant tsm3 9ot mo '3reeb 3laiha.. 9ot 7af'9ta 3dl, t3rfaa! tsm3a a'3lb youmha!

shai5a: hatha 9oott 5alifa!!! 
9r5t fj2a w omha ra7t lha

Shai5a's mom: yma ist'3frii, w t3wthy mn blesss.. ra7 3nd ily a7sn mny w mnch!

Shai5a: wallla ina 9ot 5alifa ana a3rfaa 7ta shofo 

Ra7t ft7t el bab w el9dmaa ilkbera ina kan fy 7d wagf 3nd elbab... w mn el9dmaa shai5a 9r5t w 9a7t  w kl ily kano mwjoden rk'9o 3ndhaa m3a ina 3arfen ina aked mo 5alifa bas ra7o yshofon w shafo mn kan wagf.. ! wjh matwg3o yshofonaa...klsh!

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