Chapter Twenty one~

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previously:

Days passed faisal cared more and more about dana

Dana was so terrified that she will fall in love with faisal after 3ziz, she tried so hard to reject every hug, and touch. She didn't want to love anyone after 3ziz, he was her one and only.

They were sitting at the balcony sipping their hot chocolate. 

"aby agoulch shy" said faisal 

"hm? amr?" said danaa 

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"Dana , ana a7b Raneem" he said nervously

 dana felt soo angry and jealousy was eating her up 

"Why i'm jealous? i'm not his girlfriend or love" She thought for second

her pulse was racing , her mind working furiously. 

She took a deep breath and faked a smile 

"rou7 5th rgm omha w i56bhaa" i grinned 

"97 klamch, ana mabi al3b 3laiha w ag9 3la bnat elnas" He said shyly 

I knew it, i will never love anyone after 3ziz, he is my one and only, there is no one like him, he is different  in everything..... 

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She shut her eyes and leaned her head against her drawn-up knees. She felt much warmer now. Her mind drifted and she saw 3ziz, saw him smile at her. His arms around her were strong and secure, and she relaxed against him, glad to let go of fear and tension. She was home. She was home. She was where she belonged. 3ziz would never let anything hurt her. 

 

She moaned loudly as she woke up from the same repeated dream. 

She missed 3ziz a lot, she didn't hear his voice nor saw him since she came to New york. 

Faisal came rushing to her, calming her down.

It took her seconds to drift in a sleep, but it seemed like hours to her. 

She woke up next morning , and first thing came to her mind  to call 3ziz. 

She called but still no response. 

She sighed and threw the phone on the bed, and rushed toward the bathroom and took a long hot shower , After that she rapped a towel around her body and got out, She wanted to feel 3ziz around her, she wore his Ralph  Lauren jacket, with her jeans and her white Lacoste shirt, she left her hair flow freely on her shoulders and wore a beanie hat. 

She headed to the collage, and attended all her lectures, after that she headed to the art gallery, sat on a chair prepared her paints and brushes. She got out her phone, and selected images , she opened a photo of 3ziz, she placed the phone on the stand and started  copying the photo on the huge sheets. She sat hours drawing and painting it seemed like minutes..

it was 3:00pm  she needed a break, she headed to starbucks, grabbed Hot chocolate and muffins after that she headed back to the gallery. 

When she entered she saw a boy staring on the drawings with admiration. 

She Cleared her throat and said 

He turned around , it was turki. 

"stalking me or what?" he teased 

"oh sorry but you came to MY place and this is my painting" She said inn sarcastic way.

He was embarrassed. 

 

He saw me from top of my head till my toes. 

"Fy shy '3l6 ?" i stared on my outfit then saw him. 

i realized , knt labsa nfs eljacket ily 3laih. 

"boyaa much?" He said. 

"i7trm nfsk baba, Kaify albs ely albsaa" she almost shouted 

"Hm is seems it belongs to your boyfriend ely fl9ourh? , Good good" He laughed 

"Chub 3ad, wayed m95tha, el7en bra3" She said , blinking hard as if to keep back her tears. 

But she failed. She cried sharply . Her body charged with fear, She was so lonely.. 

 

She left him behind and closed the door hardly. 

She walked until she reached a coffee shop, it was barren, lonely, unfriendly place. There was only 2 customers.. 

She sat at the corner sipping her coffee while she was crying silently.. 

"Hi?" Someone said.. 

"Can i help you ?"  She was in no mood to talk to anyone.. 

"Are you okay?" He said 

"Ey-, i meant yes" She almost whispered, wiping her tears.

"5alijyaa?" he asked surprised.. 

"eyh" She said 

"3adi ag3d?" he asked. 

"tf'9l" 

He sat down 

"shfeech? you can tell me, i'm a secret keeper" he said 

Silent was what i said... 

" m3ach 9ale7 Al-xxx" He said 

I raised my head and saw him, He had green eyes, Long messy hair, and he had a dirty beard , he is handsome, but his eyes showed so much pain.. 

"Fek shy?" I asked 

" msh mhm , inty fech shyy?" He asked again 

" Never mind, int feek shy?" i asked 

" Hmm, my cousins just, he, mm , he just found out that he has cancer , w he is so close to me , like a brother.. and my dad died before 3 years from cancer i'm so terrified that i will lose him too" He said with a teary eyes.. 

"Allah yshfeeh.." i said helplessly

He cleared his throat and said " wnty shfeech?" 

"Ma3rf aish agolk, bs el7mdellah 3la kl 7all" I faked a smile 

" spit it out , ymkn i can help?" He said  

i couldn't help but tell him... He was such a good listener, 

he helped me to bright my mood again.. he is so kind and lovely.. 

We sat hours chatting and laughing until 

"Inty shtswen m3aah??" Turki shouted 

"ya5i int shd5lk?, shtby , farj tkfa" i sighed 

"9al7 ana a5leekk, m3a elslama" i said and rushed out of the coffee shop

uf y7rrrr!! 

i headed to the gallery and took the drawing.. and headed back to the apartment , it was 11pm 

"laish mt25ra shai5h dana?" faisal asked 

" wla shy bs knt mt'9ayga, bgoulk 5l turki yskt 3ni a7sn lh" i said angrily

i walked to my room, put the drawing on the table, wore my pj's and slept, wishing that tomorrow will be better.. 

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For-nights passed, i didn't see turki since that day, he texted and apologized but i ignored, faisal called his mother and talked about Raneem,  youm nrj3 eldo7h ra7 y56bonhaa, 9ale7 and i friendship grew stronger he was like a brother too me... 

 

i used to get everyday a text from turki,  but  i ignored , but today's message shocked me, it said 

"Asf danaa , i can't handle seeing people who i love sad, makan g9dyy wallah " 

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