Chapter Thirty~

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Enjoy:p.. 

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Previously:

I opened the door and saw miserable faces, tears filled their faces ,  i saw my hero, my man , 

my dad crying hysterically.. Tears streaming down his face

Oh my god. 

What happened?  

i stepped in and i can see the shocked expression on their faces

" Shfekm?" i asked worried 

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"Dana, omy 36tch 3mrhaa" M7md cried 

WHAATTT?

"I'm soo sorry for for your lost" Auntie Shai5a hugged me tight and cried 

i didn't response, i didn't understand what is happening , well i couldn't believe it 

"Tst3b6oun  97, a9ln mat3rfoun tkthboon " I  laughed 

"Dana 7beebty, 5la9 omch ra7t 3nd rbha, ra7t 7g mkan a7sn " Dad spoke with a shaky voice 

The shock was unbearable 

I hugged my self with my arms , my head was bent down, My whole body shaking, i cried hardly

"Shloun trou7 w hy maklmtny? hy mawd3tny, hy maslmt 3ly, magalt ly shyy 3n '3yaabhaa, Omy twhaa kant m3ay t'97k w tw9eeni  3la nfsyy, twhaa kant jnby, twny knt ashouf ibtsamtha, twny knt almhaa ,  twny knt aklmhaa, twwnnyy-" My dad struck in and hugged me.

"Impossible" i cried 

My family seemed at lost, i could see them breaking down slowly.. 

M7md let out a loud sigh as he sat on the couch 

"Madri lw inha kant ra'9yaa 3nyy wlaa maadrii lw kant z3lana wla laa, madri lw as3dtha wla laa, madrii" The voice was weak and hoarse, it came from the limp figure, M7md.

It just tore my heart more and more. 

I can listen to the cry's getting louder and louder, sobs getting more and more.. 

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It's the second day at the consolation, my family was just broken, seeing my dad crying isn't easy at all.. 

We were all the the inner mjls, women enters and leave.. The place is always filled with people.. 

"Dana t3ali shwy abeech " M7md knocked the door

I washed my face and went to the mens mjls, that is out side the house 

"Halaa m7md b'3ait shyy ?" i said 

"Ana asf danaa 3la kl shyy 9ar, makan ly 7g iny ma aklmch" He spoke, with guiltiness. 

"latshel hm msam7tkk" I said 

"A7bch dana allah y5lech lyy" He hugged me tight 

"Ameen " i hugged him back 

Actually, i miss him a lot, i need him back, he is my brother even if we fight or argue.. We complete each other 

"Ana brj3 lhm" i kissed his cheeks and entered the house 

I sat down and covered my face with my hands 

" 3'9m allah ajrch 7beebty, a5r ela7zaan" i heard someone saying 

i raised my head and saw Om Khalifa 

I stood up and greeted her 

"Ajrna w ajrch" I gave her a cracked smile 

"Dana aby a3t'thr lch 3n khalifaa, w hw mt7sf 7ail" She was ashamed 

" 3adi 5alti" I said 

"Zain hw br3 ybech" She said 

"inshallah el7en brou7 lh" i walked out.. 

"N3m 5lefa?" i said with a cold tone

"Ana jd asff, wallah dana matdren shkthr ana mt7sf w ndmaan" He said almost tearing.. 

" 5la9 insaa" i said 

"9j dana ? btsam7eni? " He asked 

i nodded 

He hugged me tight "Ana assfff" 

I hugged him back.. 

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I stayed at our house. 

I laid on the bed, i kept twisting around, i was over thinking , i have lost the most two important people in my life,3ziz and mom.. 

i lost people that i loved from the bottom of my heart 

Every time i remember that i will never see her again, i will never see her beautiful smile, i will never smell her amazing scent, i will never feel her warm and compassionate hugs again, it just break me into small pieces. 

I couldn't sleep every night, i just took sleeping pills, or i cry my self to sleep.. 

اخذها الموت مني

ورائحه الفقد أنتشلت راحتي

وجعلت الآلم يغتال روحي لأخر لحظات حياتي

سأدعوا لكي يامن أخذها الموت مني

بأن يجمعني بك الرب في جناته الخالده

غدر بي الزمان وسرقها مني 

ذهبت دون توديعي

Someone was knocking on my door 

"Dana?" my dad spoke as he entered the room 

"hmm?" i whispered 

"ga3da?" he asked 

"Eyh" i said as i sat properly 

"Dana 7beebti msh zain tswen fey nfsch chy, mataklen shy w daymn asm3ch t9e7en flail, w hl dwa el 5ays mara7 yfedch" My dad was worried 

"W7shtny, yba w7shtny wayed , w hay bs thalth youm, shloun bn3esh bdounhaa?" i sobbed like a baby on his laps 

"7bebty oboy inty id3elhaa, hy t7taj el d3aa'" He teared 

I just laid there on his laps and sobbed hardly.. 

I over slept that night, on dad's lap.. 

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Now we are more closer, dad new rule that we must go out together 3 days in a week. Every night we gather,  chat, say our feelings, and spit it all out.. But still her place will never be replaced 

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YOU HAVEE TO READ THIS 

I want to tell you something, first of all YOUR MOTHER, you must be soo proud of her, you have to always make her happy, you don't know when she will leave this life, you don't know when god will take her soul. If you're upset from her because she didn't allow you to go out with your friends or to buy a bag or anything, just obey her, because she knows what is the right and perfect thing for you.. She is a bless from god you have to take care of her, Yama shrt 3liakm w rbtkm w t3bt, daymn id3w lhaa ina allah ys3dhaa , t5ylo lw matt! ra7 tt7sfon gd sh3r raskm, ra7 ttmnon inha trj3 lw thanya bs 3shan t6e3onha el om shy mayt3w'9 el om '3air, el om shy '3ali lazm el kl y7af'9 3laih<3 
lw omkm jnbkm bosoha 3la rasha, golo lha a7bch makee her happy, w if you're both in a fight go and apologize bsr3a , always remember life is short:* 

Allah y5ly lkm omhatkm w y7f'9hm  lkm w yr7m mn fargo el 7yah w y9br 3yalhmm

في حياتي للسعاده معنى واحد ، فالسعاده في حياتي هو وجود امي، كلما احتجت لها فتحت يدها مستقبله احضاني ، كلما سقطت تكون هي يد العون لي ف/يارب لا تحرمني من وجودها وادمها بقربي ولا تجعلني اذق يوما في هذه الحياه من دونهاا..

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