Chapter Thirty~

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Enjoy:p.. 

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Previously:

I opened the door and saw miserable faces, tears filled their faces ,  i saw my hero, my man , 

my dad crying hysterically.. Tears streaming down his face

Oh my god. 

What happened?  

i stepped in and i can see the shocked expression on their faces

" Shfekm?" i asked worried 

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"Dana, omy 36tch 3mrhaa" M7md cried 

WHAATTT?

"I'm soo sorry for for your lost" Auntie Shai5a hugged me tight and cried 

i didn't response, i didn't understand what is happening , well i couldn't believe it 

"Tst3b6oun  97, a9ln mat3rfoun tkthboon " I  laughed 

"Dana 7beebty, 5la9 omch ra7t 3nd rbha, ra7t 7g mkan a7sn " Dad spoke with a shaky voice 

The shock was unbearable 

I hugged my self with my arms , my head was bent down, My whole body shaking, i cried hardly

"Shloun trou7 w hy maklmtny? hy mawd3tny, hy maslmt 3ly, magalt ly shyy 3n '3yaabhaa, Omy twhaa kant m3ay t'97k w tw9eeni  3la nfsyy, twhaa kant jnby, twny knt ashouf ibtsamtha, twny knt almhaa ,  twny knt aklmhaa, twwnnyy-" My dad struck in and hugged me.

"Impossible" i cried 

My family seemed at lost, i could see them breaking down slowly.. 

M7md let out a loud sigh as he sat on the couch 

"Madri lw inha kant ra'9yaa 3nyy wlaa maadrii lw kant z3lana wla laa, madri lw as3dtha wla laa, madrii" The voice was weak and hoarse, it came from the limp figure, M7md.

It just tore my heart more and more. 

I can listen to the cry's getting louder and louder, sobs getting more and more.. 

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It's the second day at the consolation, my family was just broken, seeing my dad crying isn't easy at all.. 

We were all the the inner mjls, women enters and leave.. The place is always filled with people.. 

"Dana t3ali shwy abeech " M7md knocked the door

I washed my face and went to the mens mjls, that is out side the house 

"Halaa m7md b'3ait shyy ?" i said 

"Ana asf danaa 3la kl shyy 9ar, makan ly 7g iny ma aklmch" He spoke, with guiltiness. 

"latshel hm msam7tkk" I said 

"A7bch dana allah y5lech lyy" He hugged me tight 

"Ameen " i hugged him back 

Actually, i miss him a lot, i need him back, he is my brother even if we fight or argue.. We complete each other 

"Ana brj3 lhm" i kissed his cheeks and entered the house 

I sat down and covered my face with my hands 

" 3'9m allah ajrch 7beebty, a5r ela7zaan" i heard someone saying 

i raised my head and saw Om Khalifa 

I stood up and greeted her 

"Ajrna w ajrch" I gave her a cracked smile 

"Dana aby a3t'thr lch 3n khalifaa, w hw mt7sf 7ail" She was ashamed 

" 3adi 5alti" I said 

"Zain hw br3 ybech" She said 

"inshallah el7en brou7 lh" i walked out.. 

"N3m 5lefa?" i said with a cold tone

"Ana jd asff, wallah dana matdren shkthr ana mt7sf w ndmaan" He said almost tearing.. 

" 5la9 insaa" i said 

"9j dana ? btsam7eni? " He asked 

i nodded 

He hugged me tight "Ana assfff" 

I hugged him back.. 

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I stayed at our house. 

I laid on the bed, i kept twisting around, i was over thinking , i have lost the most two important people in my life,3ziz and mom.. 

i lost people that i loved from the bottom of my heart 

Every time i remember that i will never see her again, i will never see her beautiful smile, i will never smell her amazing scent, i will never feel her warm and compassionate hugs again, it just break me into small pieces. 

I couldn't sleep every night, i just took sleeping pills, or i cry my self to sleep.. 

اخذها الموت مني

ورائحه الفقد أنتشلت راحتي

وجعلت الآلم يغتال روحي لأخر لحظات حياتي

سأدعوا لكي يامن أخذها الموت مني

بأن يجمعني بك الرب في جناته الخالده

غدر بي الزمان وسرقها مني 

ذهبت دون توديعي

Someone was knocking on my door 

"Dana?" my dad spoke as he entered the room 

"hmm?" i whispered 

"ga3da?" he asked 

"Eyh" i said as i sat properly 

"Dana 7beebti msh zain tswen fey nfsch chy, mataklen shy w daymn asm3ch t9e7en flail, w hl dwa el 5ays mara7 yfedch" My dad was worried 

"W7shtny, yba w7shtny wayed , w hay bs thalth youm, shloun bn3esh bdounhaa?" i sobbed like a baby on his laps 

"7bebty oboy inty id3elhaa, hy t7taj el d3aa'" He teared 

I just laid there on his laps and sobbed hardly.. 

I over slept that night, on dad's lap.. 

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Now we are more closer, dad new rule that we must go out together 3 days in a week. Every night we gather,  chat, say our feelings, and spit it all out.. But still her place will never be replaced 

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YOU HAVEE TO READ THIS 

I want to tell you something, first of all YOUR MOTHER, you must be soo proud of her, you have to always make her happy, you don't know when she will leave this life, you don't know when god will take her soul. If you're upset from her because she didn't allow you to go out with your friends or to buy a bag or anything, just obey her, because she knows what is the right and perfect thing for you.. She is a bless from god you have to take care of her, Yama shrt 3liakm w rbtkm w t3bt, daymn id3w lhaa ina allah ys3dhaa , t5ylo lw matt! ra7 tt7sfon gd sh3r raskm, ra7 ttmnon inha trj3 lw thanya bs 3shan t6e3onha el om shy mayt3w'9 el om '3air, el om shy '3ali lazm el kl y7af'9 3laih<3 
lw omkm jnbkm bosoha 3la rasha, golo lha a7bch makee her happy, w if you're both in a fight go and apologize bsr3a , always remember life is short:* 

Allah y5ly lkm omhatkm w y7f'9hm  lkm w yr7m mn fargo el 7yah w y9br 3yalhmm

في حياتي للسعاده معنى واحد ، فالسعاده في حياتي هو وجود امي، كلما احتجت لها فتحت يدها مستقبله احضاني ، كلما سقطت تكون هي يد العون لي ف/يارب لا تحرمني من وجودها وادمها بقربي ولا تجعلني اذق يوما في هذه الحياه من دونهاا..

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Chapter Twenty Nine~

After 13 boring hours we arrived 

we headed directly to the apartment and drifted into a deep sleep. 

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I was at the gallery with turki waiting for the rest to show up. 

"rsmeeennii" Turki spoke with a childish tone 

"Mafy wgt el7en byjoun w bn6l3" I didn't agree with his idea 

"Yallah bs chy bsr3aa" He said 

i shook my head 

"please" 

"please" 

"please" He begged 

"ahhh okaayy" i said 

i started drawing him 

after two hours i was done

"5ll9ttt" i sighed 

"Ashouf" he said 

i showed him 

"Oh my god, it's amaaazziinggg " He was amused 

"Inshallah i3jbk" i giggled 

"A3jbb mn el3jjeebb" He hugged me 

"Yallah wainhm?" I asked 

"El7een bt9l" he said 

"Alooo, hala fasool, wainkm? ah ll7en ma6l3tw, uhoo, 5la9 i7na bnmrkm" He hang up 

"Wainhm?" i asked 

"ll7een naymen " he was annoyed 

"9j 5rfaan" i laughed 

"imshy imshy nmrhm w nrou7 el m63m" Turki said as he walked out of the hall 

We made our way to the apartment

"Shouf i5th thlj w 76h  fl gmee9 w ana bswy nfs elshy" i smiled devilishly 

"Hahah okay" he agreed 

We took ice cubes and headed together to rakans room 

we put 2 cubes of ice in his shirt 

after that we put the ice cubes  in the rest of their shirts 

After a while 

They shouted in unison 

They shouted and we laughed our assess off 

"goumo yallah" turki laughed 

"A55 n6rww wallah yawailkm" alzain said 

After few minutes they all were ready to leave 

We went for shopping after that we headed to an italian restaurant... 

"pastaa for me" I said 

"Me too" faisal and alzain said together 

"and pizza for mee" raneem chuckled 

"w ana m3aach" turki said 

"W ana b3d m3akm" rakan said 

We ordered our food 

"Annaaa jo3aann" rakan frowned 

"Int mta shb3t a9lnn?" Turki chuckled 

"chubb 3aadd" Rakan hide his face 

We ate our food then we cruised around the city 

"Dano, wla mra wdaitenaa your gallery" Alzain said 

"7g 3festkm bt5rbon kl shy" i laughed 

"3shtww" faisal raises his eyebrow 

"W hy el9jaa" turki giggled 

"bs tra rsmhaa to7faa" he continued 

" Zain imshw 5nrou7" raneem suggested 

"Ah zain yallah " rakan said

We turned around  and pulled up to the gallery 

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We entered the hall

"This is amazing" Alzain pointed at 3ziz photo 

I gave her a weak smile 

"Mb chnaa hay turki?" Faisal spotted turki's photo that i drew earlier 

"Haha eyh" i said 

"5yana ana ily m3ach 6oul el7yah wla mra rsmteni" Faisal acted childish 

"Jealousy kills baby" Turki chuckled

"A9ln 3aaddiii" Faisal crossed his hands   

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After 1 year! 

Its my graduation day.. 

 My whole family is here at newyork from 2 weeks ago, today we all going to graduate , Finally. 

We were all ready.. 

The  day went by perfectly, happiness felled the place, smiles were drawn on everyone's face... 

"Mbrook 7bebty" Mom hugged me

"Ybark feech yal'3alyaa" i kissed her forehead 

"5la9 dana mnty raj3a m3ana bachr akeed?" my dad asked 

"Eyh baba, brj3 b3dkm b km yom, lazm i pack" i said 

"zain 7bebty t7mly brou7ch" He smiled 

i nodded

We headed back to the apartment and partied all night. 

The spent the next day with mom, we went shopping and enjoyed our girly time..

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"7beebti dana t7mly brou7ch , lw i7tjty ay shy klmeni w t'thkry iny  a7bch mhma y9eer" Mom kissed my forehead  

Weirdo

"i love you" i kissed her cheeks. 

We said our goodbyes, since they are all going to head to qatar before me. 

i went back to my apartment and grabbed my bags, then headed back to the airport, waiting for the flight

Yes i'm going right after them, but i told them that i'm coming after tomorrow, it's a surprise 

i was soo happy and excited to see their action 

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Before switching off my phone m7md called me, but i couldn't reply, the plane was taking off. 

i was thinking and wondering in the whole 13 hours of the flight, what does he want? 

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The airplane landed and i directly switched on my phone 

13 calls from sara

20 from m7md 

5 from faisal 

10 from turki 

Allahm ij3lh 5air. 

i collected my bags and headed to my grandmother house. 

.. 

All their cars were parked:/ 

I opened the door and saw miserable faces, tears filled their faces ,  i saw my hero, my man , 

my dad crying hysterically.. Tears streaming down his face

Oh my god. 

What happened?  

i stepped in and i can see the shocked expression on their faces

" Shfekm?" i asked worried 

" Dana, omy-.....

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Chapter Twenty Eight~

previously: 

"Oh, dude chill" Khalifa came toward me

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" Well? mn ily btjeeb ras'ha?" I laughed sarcastically 

"Ahh nobod-" 

"Inty! eyh inty.." Khalifa interrupted 9ale7 

9ale7 gave him a sharp stare 

" you ' i moved my gaze toward khalefa ' , i was expecting anything evil and bad from you, but 9ale7? what happened huh? where is the good guy? i mean the fake good guy, i didn't harm you with anything why are you doing all this? " i yelled 

"Heyy chill and stop this drama" khalefa yelled back 

"Dramaa 3yl? ana a3lmk shno y3nie drama"  faisal shouted as  he started beating khalifa

9ale7 wanted to hit faisal from the back but the guy that was with them pulled him back, and then ran to where khalifa and faisal where and started to pull them away from each other. 

They continued hitting and we couldn't do anything until 6alal, fahad , turki and sul6an. They stopped the mess that was happening.

"Int mara7 t5leha b7alhaa?" Sul6an shouted loudly 

I was standing behind faisal, while my fingers clutched tightly on his shirt. 

Khalifa didn't dare to say anything 

"Wallah, lw hl 7rka in3adt? thek elsa3a bngablk m3a oboha w obok" Fahad yelled at khalifa as he pushed him hardly

"Wnt lw grbt 9oubha yawailk" Turki shouted at 9ale7 

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Faisal leaned against me while we were walking back to the shalaih.. 

The walk back to the shalaih was quiet. 

I was so blessed to have them around me..

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Our three weeks vacation ended, we just said our goodbyes to our families and headed to the airport,  turki, rakan and faisal did our business while we sat on the chairs waiting for them to call us. 

After few minutes that seemed like hours they call us and we headed to the airplane 

Alzain ,Rakan , Faisal and Raneem sat together , Turki and I  alone. 

before the airplane took off, faisal started to panic, this crazy phobia he has. 

"Gosh he has phobia from airplanes, i forgot" i panicked 

"zain t3ali inty t3rfen tt9rfen m3ah  " Rakan said 

"Eyh goumi ranemo" alzain said 

Raneem was holding faisal's  hands so tight 

"La 3adi, 5la9 mafeh shy" raneem said 

"Ahh aby dana, raneem please?" faisal said 

raneem seemed disappointed 

"bs n6er rj3y mkanch" I said 

"La 5la9 a9ln bnam" She was mad. 

i changed places with raneem. 

The plane took off and everything was okayy

"Raneem yallah t3ali" Faisal smiled 

"La 5la9 msh lazm" Raneem didn't give him attention, she was playing with her iPad. 

"yallah 3ad" Faisal begged 

"Uho 5la9 3ad glt mabi" Raneem almost shouted 

"Bla dl3" rakan laughed 

She gave him a death stare 

"5la9 yba 5laa9" Rakan laughed 

"

تغار حتى من الهوى

يا ويل حالي يا هوى

خفف من الغيره علي

لي قلب غيرك ما هوى

شفني احبك و اتبعك

ريم الهوى في مرتعك

انا معك او مش معك

قلبي وروحي لك سوى

احبك لحد الهيام

مابعد حبك به غرام

الاول انت ف الامام

"القلب غيرك ما نوى 

Faisal sang with his miserable voice 

Raneem blushed and smiled like a fool 

we laughed at them, then i went back to my seat

After 13 boring hours we arrived 

we headed directly to the apartment and drifted into a deep sleep. 

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and sorry for  the short and boring posstt:(

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Chapter Twenty Seven~

This post is dedicated to @Niza_Nemo , @RayanaSM , @SmellOfPerfume and  @thatswashii and fattmaba

Lovee yaa all<3

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Previously: 

At 12am i headed back to my apartment, i texted 3ziz telling him about his brother melchaa, but  like always i didn't get any respond or answer.. 

" Heeyy 3ziz, how are you doing? i wish that you're fine, Elyoum melchat faisal , he looked handsome, they all were happy , except for me, knt atmnaa ink tkoun m3ana w tfr7 b5ouk, adri ink ra7 tgra w mara7 trd , bs 7bait agoulk iny magdr 3la b3dk akthr  w elshoug '3lbnyy wjr7 elfrag kan agwa , lakn kly ily agdr agoulh t7ml brou7k w allah y7f'9k" 

 Dana's  eyes stung and her vision blurred , she sent him the message and slept. 

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i woke up from the noisy doorbell rings.

i checked my phone it was 1 pm. 

Yarabi y3nie mn ra7 yjy hl wgt? 

i got up washed my face and wore my robe, i opened the door it was raneem , faisal, turki, rakan and alzain

" i hate you all" i gave them a death stare

"Bl sh'hl 7gd? laish inshallah?" faisal  raised his eyebrow 

"l2nkm mat5loni elwa7d ynam 3la ra7taa" i yawned 

"5la9 3yl i7nna bnrou7" Turki joked 

"i7lf bs 3gb magwmtoni btrou7on?" i chuckled

We laughed 

i greeted them and they sat down 

"Mfaj2a 7lwa 97?" Raneem giggled 

"Laa" i teased 

"Haha okay okay yadanaaa" She stared 

"Zain ana bbdl w bsb7 w bjy" i excused my self 

"lbsy shy 7g l3b" Faisal said 

"Hm okaayy" i said 

I took a quick shower wore my free city pants with my celine white shirt and my tods flats 

I dried my hair and made it into a high bun and applied soft make up. 

I walked to the living room , i heard more noises and more voices 

" b59ou9 ely 3azmeen nfshm y3nie? kl shwy tzedoon" i laughed as i greeted sara, 3anod, 6alal, fahad and sultan

"offf 6rdaa?" Sultan laughed 

"Hahaha la 7yakm allah" i smiled 

" Zain maglty lna sh'hl zain?" Turki winked 

" Haha a9ln mn youmi jmelh" I teased 

"Yalbgraa ga3d amd7 elshgaa" He laughed  hardly 

" y3nie ana mb jmelh:(?" i acted sad 

"Daa inty elgmal koloo" He pinched my cheeks

I giggled shyly 

" zain wain bnrou7?" Sara asked 

"Bnrou7 shailah , bs bnl3b buggies w b6ab6 w bnam hnaak" Sul6an said with excitement 

" wnasaaa mn zman mal3bt buggies" 3anoud said happily 

"Ana 9arli sna markbt" Turki said 

"Bl shd3waa?" fahad asked 

"Hahah wallah" Turki said 

" laish zain?" 6alal asked 

" l2n mafi wgt, el7en mn sna bs arou7 america 7g el jam3a b3dain arj3 qatar w kl youm gathering f mafi wgt a6l3" He explained  

" Ya7raam" faisal said with a fake sad tone 

"tt6nz haa?" Turki laughed 

" Maynlam wallah" Raneem giggled 

"Intw 7dkm 3la o5oy eld3laa" Alzain chuckled  

" Makthbtyy youm glty inh d3la maa looveeee" rakan laughed his ass off 

We all laughed 

"9j inkm 7meer" Turki laughed with us 

"Hahah bs bs 7raam wayed t6nztww" fahad laughed 

"He iz our brozer it'z okaayy if we teased him" 6alal laughed 

" if you didn't talk probably i will kill you wiz maa handz" Rakan gave him a fake death stare and tried to hide his laugh but he couldn't so he laughed soo hard 

"Intw sharbeen shy?" Sara giggled 

"Agoul bs bs sktw 5lna nrou7 3shan manw9l mt25r" Fahad said 

We all hopped into our cars, 3anoud , sara, raneem, alzain and i in my car and the boys split into 3 cars. 

We arrived at 2:30 , we had our lunch after that we headed out side and they drove their buggies and motorcycles but i laid on the sand and had my headphones on, i didn't feel well and i had a bad headache. 

After 1 hour it felt worse , i searched for panadol but i didn't find so i grabbed my buggy keys and hopped in, i called  turki to tell him 

"Aloo" Turki said 

"Haala turki, bgoulk ana ray7a elsupermarket ely jmb elgate ba5th ly panadol mn el pharmacy ily hnak w b5m lkm chips w hl 5rabe6" I said 

" zain n6reni bjy m3ach" He said as he hang up. 

After 10 minutes he was here. 

So he sat next to me and we drove to the supermarket 

i headed to the pharmacy and he went inside the supermarket 

i got a pack of  panadol and then i called him to check where is he

"Ana 9oub el soft  drinks" He said 

"Zain yallah jaya" I hang up 

i was busy putting my phone in the bag. 

I bumped into a muscular, hard chest. 

"Oucchh" He  gasped 

"Abaayy sorry" i said as i rubbed my head 

"oh halaa danaa, la it's okayy" He said 

Well it was 9ale7 

"oh haalaa 9ale7" we shook hands 

"A5barrchh? mn zman 3nch wallah" He smiled 

"tmam wallah, ha 3yl mta rdait mn america?" i asked 

"b3dkm bkm youm, ya5i zhg hnak" he  answered 

"Eyh wallah" i agreed with him 

" zain yallah ashoufk 3la 5air turki is waiting for me" i smiled 

"take care sweety, nshoufch 3gb one more week in america" He chuckled 

as soon as he left i went to the drinks section and meet with turki 

"ha 5l9t?" i asked 

"Eyh yallah bs bagi el icecream" He smiled 

"Uh zaina na brou7 ajeb ly kitkat w kinder" i said 

"lat5afen jbt lch kl shy t7beenhh, kinder, kitkat, nutella, coke and green lays " He grinned 

"Ahhh shkrrnn turkii" i pinched his cheeks 

"El3ffw" He gave me a million dollar smile 

we continued our supermarket shopping after that we headed back to the shalaih, we organized the fridge and put the food on the counter. 

Turki and i entered  the living room they were all sitting down 

"Zain jetww ana jo3anaaa" Alzain shouted as she headed to the kitchen 

Turki laughed at his sister 

"hblaa" Turki grinned 

"I7m ana mar'9aa" Rakan said as his cheeks flashed with 50 shades of red, he was the kind of guys that is always shy and gentle.. 

"Some one is blushhiinnn'" Faisal laughed 

Alzain came back and kissed his cheeks 

"Abaayy inta wayed 7aarr" Alzain frowned 

" She means you're hot" 6alal laughed 

Both alzain and rakan's cheeks blushed. 

They are lovely couples.. 

"Alalh y5leekm lb3'9" i smiled 

Faisal knew exactly what was behind this smile 

Shafny bn'9rt ely "Mafy shy ystahl" 

I nodded..

i grabbed my headphones and my buggy keys and excused my self 

"3la wain?" Rakan asked 

"btmsha shwyy" i answered 

"5loha 3la ra7thaaa" Faisal said

Yaafaahmnnnnyyyyyyy

i cruised around the chalets, one chalet grabbed my attention i saw 9al7 with KHALEFA 

I stopped my buggy at the side and walked to their shalaih 

i heard him saying 

"In6r shwy 3laay wallah la ajeeb ras'haa" 9ale7 laughed sarcastically 

"Wallah ink rayaall" Khalefa laughed devilishly 

"7raam 3laikm wallah, karma will slap you hardly i swear " the other guy said 

"6eer bs" khalifa gave him a death stare 

Oh booyy , you can't play with me. 

I approached them with a rapidly beating heart. 

"Well boys , i'm not the kind of girls that you can play with easily" i gave them a shity stare as i texted faisal quickly and told him to come with m7md my brother since he is here with his friends.

"Oh, dude chill" Khalifa came toward me

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