Shogi wla l7'9a 6fa.. Chapter Five.. "Finale"

My story is coming to an end... every single thing in life has an ending... either it's a happy ending or sad.. and every ending is a new start... I think that this story will be the last story for now... maybe I will write again but not any time soon. I love every single person I've met through my  blog.. either we still talk or we don't.. but I really loved the experience... thanks all for the amazing motivation and support.. thanks for every one who gave up some minutes from their time to read my story.. thanks for everyone who used to comment on some posts... I truly luufffff you guyss tremendously!

BEAUTIFUL AISHA.. -128.. smile my girl..

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نمر بضروف كثيره... منها الصعبه و منها السهله.. منها الحلوه و منها المره.. و بعضها قدرنا نتغلب عليها و بعضها ليحين نصارعها.. غيابك عن ايامي مصيبه.. و فقدان سمعي لحسك بلوه! و فقدان ايدي لمصافحت ايدك داهيه.. و حياتي مندونك ماتنعاش و ماتنبغا! تمسكت فيك بكل مافيني! مابي تروح.. ياخوفي تنسانيي...

نكتشف في بعض الاحيان ان غياب الشخص نعمه.. مع ان غيابه صعب و لكن احسن من وجوده بكامل قواه ولكن من غيري او من دوني.. رب خير لم تنله كان شرا لو اتاك... و تحقق طلبي.. و صحيت.. و عافاك ربي.. و صرت احسن بشوي .. لكن تمنييت في لحظه انك ماصحيت .. استغفرالله.. صحييت و بعدت عن عيني! لكنك في قلبي! صحيت و رحت لبعييد برضاك بعد ماكنت قرييب غصبا عليك!

يردون قلت لازم يردون وين مني يروحون هذا طبع اليحبون يردون.. 

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T5rjtt.... wnt m7dd! t5rjt w ma7sait blfr7a! ma'9n fy 3gbk fr7..  m3 ina klhm kano mwjoden.. bas mkank mbyn 7aaill!! w7eed w 7ola a7baba.. y7s ina w7eed! 

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Shaikha " La trou7... mabi trou7! bshtaag lk! 5lkk m3ay.. m7taj lk!" 

5alifa: " Mabi t5aaf.. brj3 lch inshallaa.. w a5thch m3ai ll2bd! bs 9bri shwy at3afa w ard lch"

Glt ly mabi t5af.. mn youmha w ana a5aaf.. w mt2kd ink mn gbl 7ta matro7.. fkrt tnsani...

ytklmon w 3younhm mlyana dmo3  w rjfa f 9othm.. 

She bent down and hugged him for the last time.. a goodbye hug! 

Shaikha:" zain tkfaa 5lni aro7 m3aak.. tkfaaa" 

5alifa:" mabech tshofeni w' ana '93ef w mo gadr ashel nfsi .. w mabech tt3ben, l2n adri lw jaiti mara7 tnamen 3la ra7tch .. 5la9 omy w meshari o5oi kfaya" 

Shaikha:" tkfaa 3ad!"

5alifa:" 7bebty tkfain.. b3d km youm w3d aklmch w bgolch t3ali.. fhmeni"

Shaikha:" 6yb to9al blslama.. klmni awl mato9l.." She kissed his forehead and she said her goodbyes to 5alifa's mom and mishari.. and watched them walk away.. she left the airport and went to her car.. she stayed for a long time staring at the airport gates.. 3l w3saa y7n glbk y7n.. w trj3.. 

yasarg elglb rd ilgulb ly rdah.. la tro7 3ni w gulbi sjn 3aink.. 

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Flashback:..

....: Hello .. shai5a faisal? 

Shai5a: Yes? 

.....: I''m calling from the hospital.. i have a news. 

shai5a: what happened?

nurse: Can you please come right now?

Shai5a: What happened? is it about 5alifaa??

9r5t.. kl ily ga3den m3ai skto w shafoni mt5r3een

The nurse gave the phone to the other nurse who can speak arabic, 3shan tt9rf::

Nurse: ya shai5a ya 7bebty t3ali bsr3aa.. fy shy mohem..

Shai5a: 6mnenii shno feeh??

Nurse: 5alifaa...

ing63 el it9aal... b'3a gulbi ywgf 

Wgft bsr3a w d5lt syarty w mtjahla kl 7d.....  r7t el mstshfa 3la 6ool... nzlt w r7t ghrft 5alifaaa...

I shut my eyes tight... 9j ily y9err wla laa? 5la9 y3niee?

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97aaa...!! r7t laahh ... you're awake again... 

Shai5a:" 5alefaa sht7s fehh? fey shy y3wrkk? a7een a7sn 7bebii?" 

You couldn't say a word .. but you smiled a weak one..!

walla w t7gg mnaya shofo 7bebi m3aya.. 

“5alifa 7bebii ” 5alty jat trk’9 l3ndk… tlmk w tshkr rbhaa w t7mda.. 

shgdd kant s3adtnaa fy hl youum.. bas.. jet tby tgom w magdrt… w mn sa3t ma3rft w int 6oul elwgt m39b w t3ban.. lait’h feni wla fek… f3rog gulbi wla fek.. 

shalal n9fi gal el doctor w 5yb ‘9nona akthr.. gal mafi lk 3laj w eldoctor msafr.. w mafi ila tsafr braa.. w matbi ila omk w o5ok.. ily yr’9ek w yry7k kan eljwaab ily sm3ta mn ilkl.. bas il9mt syd elmwgf 3ndi.. w 5l9u el ijr2at w 7jzo lkk.. w ja wgt sfrtk w r7t..

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safrt w 3youni 3la ilhatff tnamm... w yfz gulbi kl ma ilhatf yrn! ma sm3t 9otk ya 7beebi mn ayaam w ilgulb ll'3ali yshtag w y7n!

Shai5a:" yma walla mo gadraa a9brr! 5la9 ana bro7 lh w mali 59 lw ybeni wla laaa"

All the family were setting on the dinning table having their lunch.

Mama mrym:" 7bebty hw galch mta bda y6eeb byklmch tro7een lah"

shai5a:" bas ana mrtaa!! mn 7gy akon m3ah fy klsh shy.. mfro'9 akon m3ah w hw t3ban mb youm y97a w y6eeb"

oboi:" Swi ily tshofenaa 7bebty klna m3ach.."

W m7d mthl oboi....

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7jzt 3la awl 6yara ilyoum ily b3daa 3la 6oll.. w maglt lah.. 76ait a'3ra'9ii w tmait ga3da lain el9b7 w r7t elm6ar m3 elsayg w 5l9t kl shyy w rkbt el 6yara... skrt jwali.. w ft7t el ipod.. w 76ait el sma3a..

Maw7shta? ma6raa ismy fy balh.. wla fl '3rba b3eed 9ar 3ni... ah ya landan 3lamah w kaif 7ala? mnho '3airh fl bshr 9ota w7shni? il'9baab ily 7jb 3ni 5yalh .. yshb'h blad'n sknha w mathkrni.. ist7alaa nftrg walla ist7ala .. adri bglba r'3m hatha y7bni.. Maw7shta? ma6raa ismy fy balh.. wla fl '3rba b3eed 9ar 3ni! mn 3youna artji w a6lb 3dala.. kaif w 3youna fl ma'9i ithb7tni! fy b7rhaa hmt w atmna w9alah yt3b i7sasi l2nh ma w9lni.. adri ina '3ayb w 93b'n mnalaa lw fgdth kaif gulba mafgdni?  a3shgh w ahwah w at5yl jmala.. il7beeb ily 3n el dnya mlkni ! Maw7shta? ma6raa ismy fy balh.. wla fl '3rba b3eed 9ar 3ni?... nadr il aw9af mn 7sna w dlala ishtyagi lh 3la '3fla f'97ni ! a9b7t landan 3naweeen ilrsala .. 7brhaa dm3i w my3ad iltmnni! Maw7shta? ma6raa ismy fy balh.. wla fl '3rba b3eed 9ar 3ni...? ah ya landan 3lamah w kaif 7ala? mnho '3airh fl bshr 9ota w7shni! 

G3dt shwy w nmt.. lain maw9lna the UK.... nzlt w 5tht shn6tyy w r7t elfndg!...
klmt 5alty w s2ltha 3n ilmstshfa! 5tht shower 6weeel... w lbst w 5l9t w r7t 3la 6ol el mstshfa! 5ft a93d... klmt 5alty mra thanya w s2ltha 3nk w galt ink fl3laj el 6bee3i.. glt an6r t7t lain matro7 '3rftk! g3dt fl coffee-shop lain ma nadani meshari... 93dt w gulbi b'3a y6e7 mn mkana mn il5of! 5ayfa iny ashofk w a'93ff w 5ayfa mn rdt f3lk! tgrebn 5ayfa mn kl shy! 6gait elbab w d5ltt... 
Kan wdi almk bguu... w agolk shkthr w7shtni! bas...

5alifa:"Inty shjaybchh? mo glt lch n6ri at9l lchh??" 

Shai5a:" la tg3d t9arrr55! y3nie int ryli w lw mawgft m3ak a7een mta bwgf? w y3nie shno by'9r lw g3dt m3ak! 7sbt ink btstans aw 3l agl btjaaml! shr'ha 3lai abek w mt3nya lain 3ndk w a5r shy ga3d t9ar55!"
Couldn't handle it any more.... 6b 6b 3lai w ana dmo3i skaba! 

6l3t bra bsr3a w g3dt 3l krsi w dmo3i mb ra'9ya twgf... asm3 meshari yzfk da5l! tstahl shwy zain! b3d km dgega gmt w '3slt wjhy w shrbt may.. w rj3t el'3rfa w 76ait shn6a 3la il6awla..

Shai5a:" 5alty hathi il ashya2 ily 6lbteha" ibtsmt w shwy w tnzl el dm3a...

5alifa:" shai5a n6ri la tro7en"

7grta w 6l3t w rdait el fndg... 

a7bs il3braat y'3rg da5li! laitni a'3rg w y'3rg be '3laak... fy '9merk ly 7ky maglt ly w fy '9meri lk 7ki glta wraak! 

Bdlt mlabsi w mn ilt3b nmt... w magmt ila 3la 9ot el jrs... shft el sa3a.. 2 elfjr! yma mn jay a7eenn! lbst jacket w 6lait mn elft7a el9ghera! 5ALIFAA!  ft7t el bab bsr3aa!

Kan wagf w mask 3kaz

Shai5a:" Shmgwwwmkk??" 3lait 9oty mn el9dmaaa

5alifa:" tra t3bt mn wgfaa d5leni la6e7 w ttwhgen feni yala" 

Tsnd 3lai shwi w g3d 3la elkrsi .. skrt elbab w rj3t lah

Shai5a:" shm6l33kk?? a9ln shmgwmk mn srer?? w shlon.. inshalla  jeet bro7k?? walla athb7k lw glt eeh"

76 eedh 3la fmy 

5alifa:" shh bas bas mahmni kl hay t3ali g3di awl"  

Shai5a:" Mabi.. gol shtbi yala 3shan arj3k mstshfa" 

5alifa:" g3dii jnbi" wla chny twni mtklma 

G3dt w 3aini ma6a7t b3aina klsh. 

5alifa:" 6al3eni lma aklmch" w rf3 rasi b2eda 

shftk wla 76ait 3aini b3aink.. 5ayf 3younk la tnadi 3youni w a5'93 w ana 3ndi 5'9o3i bydeek akbr m9eeba fe 3alm jnooni! 

okaaay ma y9y7 ya shai5a .. lt9e7enn! fj2a 3aini 9art klha dmo3 y3nie lw rmsht bnfjr 


5alifa:" ya5i lma agol shy yf'9l ina ynsm3 w ytnf'th.. w tmshi kllmty! walla il3'9em lw -"....

w skt w lmni bgo.... 
itha knt mt'9ayga aw eldm3a b3aini NEVER EVER 1- tgolon klmt  shfech. 2- don't dare and hug me.
Magdrt amsk el 9ai7a akthr... 97t w k2ni mn dhr mo 9ay7a... 6l3t kl shy feeni! 

5alifa:" Hey hey osshh la aksr rasch ma3ndna 7rem y9e7on" w7shni hl'3ba2.. w7shni hl hbl! w7shtni bkbrk! 

Skt w 5shait wjhi w '9lait lameta... 

5alifa:" bt9e7en btnaseeni ha? matn3ad el7rka la aksr rasch zain.. yala mshy dmo3ch btw95en jackety w elscarf 3add! a7ba mal 7beebtyy 36tni eyaah mn zman!" w '97kk....

rf3t rasi w shftaa.. el scarf ily 76aita bshn6ta gbl maysafr... 

Ana 7beebi bsmta t5jl el'9yy.. ra3i il3youn il na3sa rmsh'ha fay... 

Shai5a:" walla 7mar trak y3niee jaya w mt3nya w bas tzff" w rdt t9ee7..

5alifa:" asfen yba 7gch 3laina walla madri sh9ar lma shftch.. t3rfeni y3nie ma7b agol shy w maytnf'th.. y3nie walla a7bch bas walla 9ayr kla m39b sam7eeni" He hugged shai5a tighter.. 

Ana kly asf lly bdr mni mn alfa'9i gsait brdt af3aali w zwdt mn 3yar shwy.. ana majet a3atb blmlaam w aft7 ilma'9i... mfatee7 il3fo 3ndk 3sa bah mn n9eebi shyy

5alifa:" mfatee7 il3fo 3ndk 3sa bah mn n9eebi shyy?" '3naha w ibtsmm...

Shai5a skttt... 

5alifa:" zain ma3jbtch? hmmm ..."
"la t9eer mal7 bl hajr w int skr... sam7 tra mafi ajml mn ily ysaam7!" 5tha eedha w basha... 

Shai5a:" msam7k ya 7bebi mhma gseet 3lay... gulbk 3arfo aby'9 w klk 7sn neya! w ma56rt lgulbi slwa t7edo 3nk! ma mmkn a3atbk w ya5th 5a6ri mnk .. ana 3arf 59amk w 3'9bk fy klamk! ma mn jwa gulbk kla 3la lsank... msam7k ya 7beebi msam7k!" 


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AFTER 3 MONTHS. 


Meshari:" 5la9 5l9to? kl shna6km jahza?"

Shai5a:" Aywa 5l9t shna6na w nzlohm.." 

5alifa:" Yma t2kdi mansainti shy! a3rfch 3glch fl do7a 3nd 7beb ilgulb oboi.." w '97kk bgww....

a7b 9otk nbrtk shklk klamk '97ktkk!.... b3d gulbi hl 7ss..w hl9ot... 

5alty:" yoz 3ni 5alfoh" 
mskeena tst7t!::

Swaina checkout w r7na ilm6ar w 5l9na kl shyy w rkbna il6yara.. g3dna ana w 5alifa jnb b3'9... w 6art il6yara..

5alifa 5tha eedha w basha 
5alifa:" Allah ya5thk mnhm... wla ya5thni mn ydk wla ya5th '3lak w 3mrk il '3ali w tbga ly"...

Shai5a 6l3t il ipod malha w 5tht sma3a w 36t 5alifa sma3a... 

"7ub w '3ram w 3a6fh shogi wla l7'9a 6faa... wsh a7la mn hatha il3mr? damk m3i ma al6fa! '3rk 7neya 7beebi... i7'9ni mn gbl la ashtki .. 3lmni wsh m3na ilfr7 m3ak wshlon ag6fa? il7ub a3esha bas m3aak w a7b 7b mn wfaak .. r3ak allah ll2bd ya ajml awgat ilmlak! ana m3ak ya ab3d greeb mhma 3n 3youni t'3eeb m3ay tbgaa w alm7kk roz ws6 gulbi hwaak.. ayami grbk tbtsm w ma ash3r bl7'9at alm.. kl il7ya bkbrha la 7zn wla ham.. ta5thly lk kl ildrob mn gal ana 3nk btob?....
 7ub w '3ram w 3a6fh shogi wla l7'9a 6faa wsh a7la mn hatha il3mr? damk m3i ma al6fa!  "..... 


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