previously:
After that tour i decide to sleep, soo i went to bed but before i sleep i checked my phone 1 message it was from 3ziz i opened it, i read every single word in it , i was beyond shocked, tears couldn't fall, like if my eyes was locked.. i didn't believe whats happening....!!
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i closed my eyes tight wishing if its all just a dream, and that is not happening. 10 seconds passed i opened my eyes check my phone, this time i lost hope, i knew it wasn't a dream, i pinched my hands, i released that it was my life , this is reality, its not a dream. I was crying silently, what he said wasn't easy, it wasn't believable, i'm sure you are thinking of what he sent actually 3ziz sent to dana
" sorry to tell you but you have to forget me, erase my number, erase me from your life, i no longer can stay in your life, actually i don't want to lose my parents and family because of a girl, sorry to tell you that, goodbye"
dana read the message over 100 times, every time she read it she cried harder, after a while she felt numb, she wanted to move but she couldn't , black color filled her sight , she fainted.
She woke up, she felt so tired, she had massive headache, she slowly opened her eyes, she saw a white room, it wasn't her room, and her family was there, in the room, everybody was sitting down, they all was silent, tears said what they wanted to say.
she saw her mom, m7md, her grandmother , aunts , muneera , sara, faisal, fahad, 6alal , 3ziz, sul6an and al3anoud.
She wanted to talk but she couldn't she felt lifeless, she just closed her eyes tight and opened them again slowly, a tear escaped her eyes, she felt weak and powerless.
She felt a large hands placed on hers,
..........: dan 7bebty lw 7sa feni bs '9'36y 3la eedy
she tried and tried until she gathered all the power she had and pressed on his hands.
m7md: YMAA DANA GAMT!
She didn't understand what was happening.
She gave them a week smile when she saw everyone around her, kissing her, hugging her and giving her a warm smile.
she managed to say " whats happening, why i'm here, w mn jabny?"
a lot of questions was on her mind but his voice cut her thoughts
3ziz: i brought you her *he managed to whisper*
his eyes showed pain, absolutely he was crying, his eyes was red and puffy.
3ziz's POV:
mom: 3ziz klmt dana?
me: wallah yma maklmtha...
mom: mb 3shan shy bs kl 7d t9l lha w matrd w mara7tt eljam3a elyoum
my heart was beating rapidly, i felt something not good happening, i ran outside to the garage, and raced to my Bentley, i drove off quickly to her apartment, i remembered that the spare keys was with her mom , i went back quickly and took the key from her mom and drove off again to her apartment, i reached there after 5 minutes, it was impossible but i speed up, actually i was driving crazily, i ran to her apartment,i opened the door and ran to her room, i saw her on her bed sleeping, and her phone was in her hands i saw the message that i send to her , and she was writing a reply
" mb bhl sholh agdr ansak, kaif ansa nb'9 gulby?, allah ywfgk fey 7yatk , bs t2kd inta el5sran, i will get used to it, for the last time i love you 3ziz, Goodluck with your life"
a tear found it way and ran on my cheeks, ahh she broke my heart..
i checked on her and woke her up but it failed she didn't wake up, i tried and tried but nothing changed, i quickly left her up and took her to my car, i laid her on the back seats and drove off to hospital, i took her to the doctor room, he checked her and said ina inhyar 39by, w elskr nazl, i felt my heart was broken into pieces, seeing someone that you love, lifeless , sick, and tired , i knew it was because of me, they took her to a room and said she must rest, i called her family..
" dana, ana asf wallah , tkfen sam7eeni, bs lazm nbt3d, adry inch matsm3eni bs aby agoulch, wallah a7bch wayed w maby a5srch bs maby a5sr ahly b3d"
i started singing
"ابعتذر عن كل شي الا الهوى مالل هوى عندي عذر ، ابعتذر عن اي شي الا الجراح مالل جراح الا الصبر"
i kissed her forehead and stayed with her..
Back to dana's POV
me: e6l3 bra3..
all my family was shocked
m7md: 7beebty hdy shwy
me: GOLO LH Y6L3 BRA3 MABY ASHOUFH MB '39B
m7md: danaa lt9ar5en mb zain lchh, 5la9 by6l3 bs irta7y..
3ziz's eyes teared,
3ziz: ma3a elslama.
me: KLKM BRA
m7md: DANA 5la9
me: maby ashouf 7d 5loni l7ali maby shy mnkm bs 6l3w braa
they all went out
i cried and cried nonstop, until i felt asleep.
i woke up the next day, i saw m7md on the chair beside my bed, i stood up and went to the bathroom, i took a shower, after that i got dressed, i went back to the room and m7md was awake, i hugged him tightly, i cried on his chest silently.
m7md: 5la9 7bebty 3shani
يذهب الجميل ياتي الاجمل remember? knty daymn tgoulen ly chy..
me: bs anaa a7baa 7mood*sniff* mb shl wallah...
m7md: adry bs btt3wden
i stayed silent i was speechless..
me: aby a6l3 mn elmstshfa
m7md: el7en bwg3 w n6l3
me: inzain i will take my things
m7md: ok dgayg w raj3
i packed my things and waited for m7md after that he drove off to my apartment
i opened the door
me: 7yaak
m7md: of of shhl ksh5a ahoufha shrdt w mstansa hny, chna 3ayshen fy london
me: hehehe eyh, tshr7 el9dr
Even though our house is huge and simple and classic but still, i loves it here
m7md: mskenh bachr collage
me: uf lt'thkrny
me: zain shrayk a3zmk 3la m63' t7t w 3gb ntmsha?
m7md: okay yallah bdly
i changed into my white burberry shirt with my black leggings and wore my nike shoes, i took my celine bag. I went down stairs shft m7md gaa3d w yshouf el9wr
me: e7m shno tshouf
m7md: heheh we looked cute w7na 9'3ar*giggles*
me: yawathg*laughing*
m7md: chup w yallah imshy
me: tra bsyarty w ana bsog
m7md: a7sn wallah twfren petrol w 3yzan asog*sarcastic laugh*
me: imsh w int sakt
we entered the car and drove off to the gate 17 were was carluccio's restaurant, i parked my car at the parking lot, then we headed to carluccio's restaurant we ordered
me: 1 white sauce pasta
m7md: 1 pizza please
waiter: drinks?
me: Coke
m7md: same
we chatted, laughed , and fooled around, i miss it..
me: 7mod?
m7md: amry?
me: 3mrk 7bait?*giggles*
m7md: hahah ylklba shhl s2al *his face was red*
me: yallah jawb 3ad
m7m: hmm eyh*giggles*
me: wyh 3shtw*laughing* mn hathy ely omha da3ya 3laiha?
m7md: 9j klba matn36en wjh, hm manor bnt 5alty, bss l7een maglt lha
me: y7'9ha wallah
m7md: 7beebty inty
me: mta btgol lha?
m7md: hm mdry shloun aft7 elme'9o3 m3aha*playing with the fork*
me: yallah 3ad nby 7d ytzwj
m7md: hehehe inshallah bs at5rj b56bha..
me: zain yalah 5l9t?
m7md: eyh yallah
me: excuse me can i have the bell?
waiter: here mum
i took my wallet out and got my money
m7md: hay hay ryal sh6ol sh3r'9 m3ach wnty tdf3en, gomy bs
me: 7beby mmkn tnchub w 3ady ana wnt wa7d
we fought 3la mn ydf3 elbell at the end i paid and he said he will pay for the deserts
we decided to walk to chocolate bar and get our desert,
we entered and sat down
waiter: hi mom what is your order
m7md: one Crepe please
me: and for me too
waiter : sure
we ate our desert and then went back to my apartment
me: naam 3ndy pleasee*puppy face*
m7md: Hmm okay bs nady cousins , 5nswy sleepover klna
me: inzain ana bklm elbnat w int klm elshbab
m7md: okaay yallah
i called manoor, al3anoud and sara and m7md called 3ziz , fahad, faisal , sul6an and 6alal , they all said that they will come except for 3ziz. 3la golth he have work.
i went to spinneys and bought some sweets and drinks and popcorn , then i headed back to the apartment , i opened the ac's of the extra rooms, 7mod said they will set at the extra room that was down stairs cause it is bigger, and we girls gonna split 2 at my room and 2 at the extra room that was up stairs,
it was 10 o'clock when they came
all: ahln ahln
6alal; of shhl ksh5a, 9j 3jebh shgtch
me:*giggle* shkrn:$
sul6an: mb hyna wallah
all: eyh wallah, 3jebh mashallah
me: shkrn
we all sat and watched a movie, then we played truth or dare
it was sul6an turn to ask m7md
sul6an: 3mrk 7bait?
m7md; hm yes
muneera's POV
I was afraid of his answer
inshallah la inshallah la
uff 3 snen mb shwyy w ana a7bh a ana sakth
i had crush on him but this crush turned to love
he was always caring person and protective , he was always fight for me w mayr'9a 7d yz3lny from when we was children, but then things kinda change when we grew up.
m7md: hm yes
i locked my tears and acted normally, but from inside i was burning..
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